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#51
Feb 01, 2020, 01:55 AM
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I watched alison krauss videos, they were great!!!
hattie our cat is dieing from cancer....her wound is terrible we change the dressing every other day. it is gross. I wish hubby would put her down but he said that as long as she is eating her treats then he would not put her down....he is not ready to let go. It is his cat... sigh bizi I am less paranoid today. so that is good. bizi
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#52
Feb 01, 2020, 05:10 PM
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I am so, so sorry about Hattie. I've been there too many times...I understand how your husband feels. 
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#53
Feb 01, 2020, 08:30 PM
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After lunch I ran some errands, went to the mall and bought some eye liner and lip stick that I ran out of.
then went and go tmy car washed. did some prelimanary scrubbing of the mud that was in the wheel covers sigh the car looks so much better! went to super one grocery store and bought a 12 pack of truely sparking hard sodas. I like them! then went to whole foods, they were out of the coffee beans that we use. organic esppresso beans. sigh so I went to the bar and drank 3 beers, blue berry sour beers. yum and called home for jeff to preheat the oven for chicken thighs wrapped in bacon and cream cheese. it is 7 ;30 pm and I have not done any charting yet.....sigh I guess I won't be going to the super bowl party tomorrow. sigh
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#54
Feb 02, 2020, 11:58 PM
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Well I spent much of the day trying to do paperwork and was somewhat successful. There was more than I realized and it took me longer as well to do certain tasks.
I still have 6 weeks worth of charting but at least I was productive today. I have been so lazy and unmotivated to get my work stuff done....don't know why? This is the worst it has ever been. I think that I can finish charting next week. If I just do some every night then it will get done. sigh getting ready for bed now. hubby is already asleep. he just got back from a super bowl party. He said he over ate. 3 touch downs in the last 6 minutes of the game sounds really exciting! Will get the lab results tomorrow. Hope to go up on my tegretol and hope my thyroid level is normal....doubtful. My drinking is crazy. I think I had 9 drinks yesterday and had today, not sure. picking is getting a bit better...not given up on the NAC amino acid capsules that I was taking for my excoriation disorder.....(skin picking). calling it a night thanks for reading! hugs to those who need them ((((((HUGS))))) bizi
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#55
Feb 03, 2020, 07:36 PM
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Still hypo/manic waiting for my tegretol labs...hoping she raises the dose. I need help!
More paranoia creeping in....sigh I am literally a ditsy blond!!!!! my attention span is very short. Driving is so hard right now....everything "needs" to be looked at..... I am making assumptions about things that are wrong! I will have dinner tonight with hubby meat loaf.... Will start to try to get caught up in charting. sigh will put the grateful dead music on again as that always helps me focus. I am sleeping good so that is good! bizi
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Feb 04, 2020, 12:03 AM
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Thanks Jenn for reading along.....
I have finished 2 weeks of charting (many errors found and corrected...sigh) 5 1/2 weeks left..... Drinking in the evening is helping me focus....I know self medicating..... bizi
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Feb 04, 2020, 09:45 PM
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Jeff cooked a good meal tonight Shrimp with riced califlower and alfredo sauce, it was delicious!
I had a quick meatloaf for lunch.mashed potatoes, chard and beets. all very good ate in 15 minutes! I miss 2 clients this morning. could not sleep last night awake at 4 am and finally got up and took 1mg of klonipin and slept off and on till 11;45. Sandras CBD got taken off their shelves because of their saying dietary supplement. So they are fighting about that. I may order me some off of the internet.. Saw 3 clients this afternoon. I have this excoriation disorder and that is what I do for a living is pick at peoples feet/nails and cuticles. This is what takes me so long to finish, I am looking for perfection. I really need to be mindful of this. I hope you have a good day. bizi
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Feb 06, 2020, 08:08 PM
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good news!!!!
My thyroid tsh was down to 2.5 ! yeah!!!!! and she doubled my tegretol. and I did tell her that I had some hypomania. but did not elaborate and she did not question me. so that is great! bizi looking forward to some decrease hypomania!
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#59
Feb 07, 2020, 08:41 PM
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Great news on your thyroid level !!!
A bit of Hypo can be welcome , just keep an eye on it
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Feb 08, 2020, 01:19 AM
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I have taken 5,000 units of vit D3 for many years and my levels have been good 50-60 which is great!
Until this last wellness exam. it was 37! so she has me taking 10,000 daily for the remainder of my bottle. This past year...my blood work has been off. elevated blood calcium - discontinued both calcium supplements and magnesium, now normal elevated kidney tests now normal elevated thyroid test, now normal...that is from the lithium and now the vit D level That is a lot of vit d to be taking...need to look up toxicity signs symptoms. weird. bizi
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Feb 09, 2020, 12:39 AM
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I cheated and took 1mg of klonipin to sleep
and did not take the 2 kinds of melatonin nor the hydroxyzine. 1 pill verse 7 pills. But it is unethical to take the klonipin.....I have that stashed for emergency purposes stock piled from 2 years ago. I only have so many left.  But I sleep so good on it (and I did for years!!!!!)!!!!!!!!! I wish pdoc would still let me take it again. I am really mad that she wont let me have it anymore. grrrr! I was going to try getting CBD but they took the tinctures off the shelves at Sandras health food store due to labeling issues and I don;t trust the gas station sellers. I just ordered anxiocalm it is supposed to be a good anti anxiety supplement. Don't know how long it will take to come in. So we shall see. I would really hate to have to spend hundreds of dollars to get klonipin over seas. I have to sleep. bizi
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Feb 09, 2020, 11:33 PM
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Tonight we Did Hatties awful dressing change.
8 inches by 6 inches dressing. It could be much worse.... more drainage, more bleeding.... Thank goodness it is only draining a little. How long can she continue????? She is getting to look emaciated, though not as bad as could be...... she is still eating and drinking.....Hubby's requirements to keep her alive. sigh trying a new sleep aid. terry naturally "anxiocalm" health food store. supposed to be for anxiety. going to try it tonight. wish me luck! bizi _______
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Feb 10, 2020, 12:17 AM
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((((((((Bizi)))))))
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Feb 10, 2020, 12:28 AM
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picked up some anti anxiety supplements today.
terry naturally makes them they are called anxiocalm take 2 before bed. made from the purple cone flower. I will try them instead of the melatonin. I am still picking...sigh did not get the christmas trees down today.... my drinking is up.... sigh
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Feb 10, 2020, 10:42 AM
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The supplement for anxiety/sleep did not work last night so got up at 1;30am
and took a precious 1mg of klonipin and worked like a charm. sigh have a good day! bizi
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Feb 11, 2020, 12:46 AM
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Well damn that’s a bummer it didn’t help
could it be one that need time to build up in your system ? I know melatonin for me needs about a week to actually start working. Many hugs.. I hope sleep finds you tonight 
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Feb 11, 2020, 05:24 AM
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Feb 11, 2020, 10:11 AM
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I slept great last night on 4 pills of long acting melatonin, 1 pill of short acting, 2 pills of hydroxyzine and my regular night meds. 80mg of geodon
now 400mg of tegretol. so will just stick to this mix. thanks for your support. bizi
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Feb 11, 2020, 11:51 PM
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I need to get back into therapy again.
The last time I was there it was discovered that my job carries/feeds into my excoriation disorder. Like wise with me, I am obsessed with picking at my cuticles until they bleed. Sometimes This is like that when I do my clients feet. I will pick too much and they say ow! It will snap me out of my trance and I will quickly finish up. I am sure I have lost clients for this reason. I need to lighten up and be less serious. Now that I am aware of it I think I am doing better. But I have to be vigilant! I am using a heavy lotion on my hands and fingers and cuticles at night when going to bed to soften the dry areas on my cuticles, it seems to be helping. sigh bizi
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lamictal 2x a day haldol 2x a day cogentin 2x a day klonipin , 1mg at night, fish oil coq10 multi vit,, vit c, at noon, tumeric, caffeine Remeron at night, zyprexa, requip2-4mg |
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Feb 13, 2020, 12:25 AM
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We split fahitas tonight at el paso and saved some money. drinks were half off too. Me thinking about saving money is a good sign.
I am getting to bed earlier tonight. Made myself do all of my night routine that I had not been doing. Shower first thing in the morning. Have to I, am a fright! I might even look at my nutrition news letter that I have ignored for months 2-3 months behind. and it is only 8 pages! My picking has been so bad lately, I thought the NAC was helping but not lately. I have a couple artificial tips on my nails and they need attention so I cut them back and filed all of the dry skin/cuticles. and even gave my hands and nails a sugar scrub treatment that I got free from bath and body works when I bought the parafin cream for my hands from the gift card that was given to me by my brother in law.my hands look so much better with the attention! good. heading for bed. bizi I got ahold of robin my therapist and see her next week, thank goodness!
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Feb 13, 2020, 02:03 AM
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Your doing great
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Feb 13, 2020, 10:13 AM
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Thank you !
bizi who is still hypo manic..... when is this tegretol supposed to kick in?
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Feb 13, 2020, 11:56 PM
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Got terrible heart burn last night. have not been taking tegretol with food.
wonder how much food to eat? I am supposed to take the geodon with 350 calories so I take that with lunch. am supposed to take that with dinner but forget and just take it at night with my nite time meds. since I will be taking the tegretol with food/dinner now, perhaps I can take the geodon too. I am drinking a slimfast with 180 calories before bed. heavy sigh bizi who is resistant to change.....
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Feb 14, 2020, 02:02 AM
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I have no experience with that medication.. so no idea on that.
In the past a few meds that caused me acid reflux I would take a teaspoon of peanut butter. It got rid of acid reflux. Hope you get some help from the Med soon
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Feb 14, 2020, 10:09 AM
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@~Christina,
Did you take the peanut butter to prevent the acid from returning? or if you got it? to treat it? that is v ery helpful I can afford a teaspoon of peanut butter! love you valentines day! bizi
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