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#201
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I was saying to Papa bear today that it feels like.... edited.
Even on my “wall” it is there. It’s like walking along a beautiful path and ugly road signs with cruel words on them keep popping up.. But I believe we will get through “this” together... Love and respect ![]() ![]() ![]()
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![]() Blue_Bird, Daonnachd, Wild Coyote, ~Christina
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#202
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Hugs bluebird......
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#203
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Possible trigger:
I'm sick of all this ********. I can't handle it. |
![]() Daonnachd, Fuzzybear, Wild Coyote, ~Christina
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#204
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Spikes Im sorry your in such a dangerous place mentally
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#205
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Spikes, I agree with Christina. I think you're at the point that you need to get professional assistance. Please take care of yourself.
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#206
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I have a phone appointment with my pdoc on Monday. I think I can make it until then and see what she suggests. I'll do anything to avoid IP. I feel like I've been there too many times, and my last hospitalization was kinda traumatizing so anything to avoid the guards.
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#207
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![]() I’m sorry your last hospitalization was traumatising ![]() ![]() I do not blame you at all for not wanting to go back to somewhere that was traumatising and for wanting to stay safe without going IP. ![]()
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#208
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Spikes, I understand you wanting to avoid IP, It not a vacation but its a needed place when you are unable to stay safe... Do you have any PRN's you can take to help you get through the weekend ? If you can't stay safe please go to the ER
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#209
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Yeah, I have Ativan. I just took one so hopefully I'll sleep tonight and maybe feel a bit better tomorrow???
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#210
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Last edited by MissUdy; Apr 24, 2020 at 07:38 PM. Reason: .......... |
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#211
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#212
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If you're struggling we want you to talk to us. If you don't feel you can connect with us, or if we can't provide enough support, please contact someone in the NHS.
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#213
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oh no. Grrrrrrrrr
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#214
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Not doing good tonight
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![]() Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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#215
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#216
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![]() I'm tired of being treated with disrespect by those who are paid to ''help'' irl ![]() And being told there is ''no point'' in talking about how I feel ![]() So many are muzzled completely in this forest irl and put into chemical straight jackets. I question the morality of those who think it is ok to treat fellow humans in such a barbaric manner ![]()
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#217
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So sorry Fuzzy
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#218
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Thanks
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#219
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![]() I do know your pain runs very deep. ![]() ![]() Are you feeling any better today? ![]()
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May we each fully claim the courage to live from our hearts, to allow Love, Faith and Hope to enLighten our paths. ![]() |
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#220
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Why can't I just do it and get it over with?
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#221
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Spikes please find someone to reach out to we want you here. I'm sorry your suffering.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
#222
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Like who?
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#223
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Is there anyone that you have trusted in the past but they broke that trust but not in a major way?
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
#224
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No. I can't trust anyone around here. Last time I trusted someone I was traumatised.
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#225
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Spikes can you call a hot line or a Text line, Would give you someone to talk to???
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