I Would Like to Not Need These Medications

It's an easy way to dupe someone or throw them over the edge, I bet as soon as I get stable they're going to replace my injection with mercury or something, maybe vodka. I'm stable, I'm easy going, but sometimes I hear things that aren't there and have to take pictures of turkeys. Who knows what's real? I for sure don't, but IJ know that and that makes me better than 99% of the people on this planet, and better than 40% of those on other planets. I've met them, those fourth dimensional creatures that love me so much because I UNDERSTAND their reality. This is not how a human should live, it should be like ME. I wonder how long until they give me the lethal injection. I don't care though because I'm not meant to be a 50 year old human on this piece of **** called Earth. I'm going back, back to the dinosaurs baby!!!!
So yeah, maybe I should keep getting my injection and hope that one day it's "the one" and we can go for a honeymoon in Yosemite or some ****. And don't get me started on the clones, we have enough cars for that.

Mercury can kill you. That's why a lot of thermometers are no longer using mercury. Kids were taking them apart in the 80s and 90s and getting sick from the mercury, much like kids getting sick from licking lead paint on walls. Both things are now illegal. So, no, they won't do mercury. It's banned and I doubt anyone has access to it besides people in research labs.

Also, they won't do vodka. Vodka in the bloodstream could also (very likely) kill you. You would get intoxicated very quickly and your BAC will shoot through the roof.

The other thing is that hospitals, doctors offices, etc. are not equipped with materials to give lethal injections. Euthanasia is illegal, so they're not allowed to have any lethal injections in stock. The only places that give lethal injections are prisons for when people get the death penalty, but even then, there is a whole court process involved before someone can get a lethal injection. You legally cannot get a lethal injection unless you go through years and years of court sessions. And even then, research labs have to get special permission to use mercury and other dangerous substances.

BTW, lethal injections are actually illegal in New Hampshire: Capital punishment in New Hampshire - Wikipedia

So no, no one in NH has lethal injection substances. And other states are banning it as well. In order to get lethal injection substances, a prison has to file a petition to get it shipped to their facility, and well... it's not going to happen in NH because it's illegal. The lethal injection materials would get stopped in the mail because FedEx, UPS, USPS, etc. can scan packages via X-ray to see what's in them. The mail service would stop it because they can get into serious legal troubles just by allowing that stuff to be shipped. But even if they shipped the materials by a state-run supplier, the items would still go through an x-ray machine.