[Moose72]

What's one thing you can't do that you wish you could right now? I don't mean like meet a deceased loved one, or something more metaphysical. But if you could do anything- not like winning the lotto, or visiting a loved one- I mean one thing that you can't do now that you wish you could- besides go to big gatherings. What would it be? Tell your pdoc something you've never told him or her? What's that something you're holding back? Where would you do this thing and would you do it again if you could? What if it were as simple as replaying the song you are listening to over and over and over again? Would that make you feel better? I ran the same track today for hours at a time. The singers never get tired of performing for me! Or would it be as simple as having a cheese sandwich with a beer sitting in the sun? Would you???

[~Christina]

I would love to go take a jog/run.. I have not been able to physically do it in over 10 years

I wish I could work a good paying full time job again. It's too much to explain why that isn't currently possible. It has to do with mental illness and related issues. I don't grieve not working, every day, but it is at the back of my mind a lot. With my husband's job possibly on the line, it's further at the front of mine, lately.

I've been on disability for a long while now.

I used to be an intensely driven woman.

Ignoring this whole "situation," I would like to be more social, but I've been hurt too many times to want to be social again. It's not something I want to put myself through again.

To make a long story short, people have thought it was funny to invite me to things and then purposely not show up. They have also said I'm ugly and antisocial, to my face. Some have even said (behind my back) that I'm "too weird" to hang out with.

Not sure if that's what kind of answer you're looking for, but that's how I interpreted this question.

Originally Posted by Moose72

What's one thing you can't do that you wish you could right now? I don't mean like meet a deceased loved one, or something more metaphysical. But if you could do anything- not like winning the lotto, or visiting a loved one- I mean one thing that you can't do now that you wish you could- besides go to big gatherings. What would it be? Tell your pdoc something you've never told him or her? What's that something you're holding back? Where would you do this thing and would you do it again if you could? What if it were as simple as replaying the song you are listening to over and over and over again? Would that make you feel better? I ran the same track today for hours at a time. The singers never get tired of performing for me! Or would it be as simple as having a cheese sandwich with a beer sitting in the sun? Would you???

mine would be to go to mcdonalds, order a large mcnugget meal (20 mcnuggets), fries, , a large cola, and just sit their in the store enjoying (and savering) every mouthful. I have not eaten mcdonalds for so long it actually hurts.

I would also like to get together a group of the most anoying/ frustrating people in my life, and tell them exactly where they stand

it would feel so satisfying

I would like to be skiing at Wildcat, thighs screaming as I go down the original CCC trail covered perfect spring bumps

[Fuzzybear]

I would like to dance to Gypsy by Fleetwood Mac in a place by the sea

[DechanDawa]

I need to move to a new place with a view when my lease is up. I made the mistake of thinking I could deal with no view (an ugly building blocking everything including light) --- because everything else was good. Now in lock down I am going insane with no view so I have to move before the end of 2020. The last apartment I lived in had seven huge windows and spectacular views but I was out priced and had to move. I now realize a good view is absolutely essential to mental health.

[Victoria'smom]

I want to go back to when I wasn't afraid of people. If not that a good NY style pizza with extra cheese.