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My grandma, who raised me part of my life after my dad died, was in a serious car accident and she has 6 hours to live. Nobody is being allowed in except my grandpa because of covid rules so I can't say goodbye. I started getting confused and dissociating and my pdoc added ativan today and now I feel like I can help be supportive of my grandpa and help plan the funeral. I'm just feeling so guilty getting back on benzos after tapering off 3 years ago. They help me so much though I want to stay on them forever. I hope this new pdoc lets me. My grandma was my rock. And she had this accident so tragically. I'm still zoning out and feeling both hypomanic and terribly sad and grieving. I really hope this doesn't spin me into a whirlwind.
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Bipolar 2, OCD Zyprexa 15 mg Prozac 60 mg Vistaril 100 mg 3x daily |
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I'm so sorry! Yeah try and take care of yourself. Big hugs.
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I am so sorry, pumpernickel. Love and hugs. I will be praying for you. Try to breathe. Meditate. Be sure to sleep. Read inspirational material. Keep posting. Pray.
We are here for you. All of us.
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Give yourself a break. What you're going through is as hard as life gets. It's okay to be on Ativan right now, and maybe even for a few weeks. That does not mean you have to be on it long-term.
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I’m so sorry. I can’t even imagine how difficult this must be for you. (((Hugs)))
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Thank you! She has been doing better. She is still in a coma but may recover.
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That is wonderful!
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I am so, so sorry, but happy to hear she is beginning to improve.
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