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(PS) this is a ''terrible'' post
![]() I do not have time to delete it. I came across this... I'm not tolerant of people being mean just because they can, tone of voice, bad looks etc. I feel like the girl ''with bear legs'' in the book. Except she had a deep bond with both the ''maternal figures''. I guess I have ''always'' been ''different'' so they think it's ok to treat me with indifference at best (irl). I wish I could change that. I do not look like a bear ''should'' ![]() I was taught to ''turn the other cheek'' and to forgive. They did not forgive me though. How tolerant are you of people who are repeatedly cold and cruel? I ''kept making mistakes'' my ''mum'' said. I think this is common with bipolar especially when untreated. Almost Nobody knows me now, she didn't know me either. That's sad. ![]() I feel like deleting this. I still ''suck at writing posts'' and pretty much everything else ![]() ![]() ![]() Papa bear doesn't like talking to people, I tried to interest him in some online interaction but he just is not interested. (He prefers gardening) I do like people, at least people who are not ''haters'' ![]() A friend was told by a therapist there is ''no cure''...(and was discharged.. I have heard a similar story more than a few times from others in this forest ![]() ![]() Sorry about the ''boring'' ramble. I'm mostly ok, just had a few thoughts which I now feel like deleting. Papa bear does NOT want me to talk to a therapist, and the meds continue to cause me severe allergies when I try them.. (apart from benzos) I don't think the medics believe me. They do not have time to listen. I guess the post on ''confidence'' stuck a chord. It's hard when people look at me as if I'm an alien or worse. Maybe I'm ''just paranoid'' but I'm not... not everyone reacts in this way. A post in the ''avoidant'' forum struck a chord with me somewhat but I have been ''dxd'' online as not having this. I wish I did not... maybe I'm just imagining the whole thing. UGH and now another UGGGGH song is playing ![]() ![]()
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I think I will go back and hide under my rock. This post is far too long (and ''boring''...)
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So Sorry you're not feeling well!
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Thank you for taking a chance on words, dear Fuzzybear. I find your "terrible" posts valuable.
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Why? ![]() Some of my better, more rational decisions have involved limiting interactions with certain people, or even disengaging completely from them. Memories, however, are not so easy to ignore. ![]()
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I love the meme
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I’m sorry about what happened to your friend regarding her therapist, and for all the spirit crushing messages you got given as a child. Your mother is one person, there will be many people who will think you’re the best thing since sliced bread.
I don’t tolerate unkindness very well. I have been told to be forgiving, but I’ll admit I’m very picky about who I forgive, because some people just do not deserve it, and their emotional comfort isn’t any more precious or worthy of preserving than mine is. I might not say anything at the time, but I will put barriers up later. |
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