This was a concern until someone else acted concerned?

I was kinda worrying about getting elevated to the point on Friday I called my pdoc, but this morning my mom and my med nurse commented on this "elevation" and "speed" and now my oppositional arse is thinking about abandoning all efforts to thwart this bytch. Why am I like this?

I don't even know what I/we/they'd do. All I know is to not smoke crack.

Call your Pdoc back. That’s what I do but you know my brain has been taken over by aliens so…

It's ok, my alien brain has been taken over by sociopathic humans, BUT I WILL FORCE THE EMPATHY TO STAY IF IT'S THE LAST THING I DO!

I do talk to my CM later in person today, and see the med nurse again tomorrow. Med nurse has to ask my doc something anyways.

Ughh I know I'm doing the thing I did last time where I just keep saying "I'll wait and see if it gets worse and to the point it's actually affecting me," meanwhile it is getting worse and affecting me, but slowly,

and crap I'm at the library and I swear this dude is my ex stalking me, but that's a thing I think almost every time I'm getting up there. BUT I SWEAR IT'S HIM being sketchy.

I don't want to leave another message if she hasn't even had a chance to look at my first though. Maybe I'll skip the Ritalin later and see if that has any effect.