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Jul 23, 2025, 11:05 AM
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I see absolutely NO BENEFIT IN going other than it provides me a different audience to flip out in front of and gives my neighbors a break and gives me a different environment to hit myself and chew my body up in. I have to go back to the clinic soon to check in.
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#2
Jul 23, 2025, 12:06 PM
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But you can’t take any meds because of reactions, correct? So what can they do for you?
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Jul 23, 2025, 12:54 PM
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"I don't know what I'm looking for." "Why not?" "Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them." "What, are you crazy?" "It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet," |
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Jul 23, 2025, 03:15 PM
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I’m sorry you’re in such a difficult position right now
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Jul 23, 2025, 05:23 PM
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Thanks. I've been binging & purging all day pretty much. Have the coffee ground emesis again/still. They said I had GERD with esophagitis and hematemesis at my last appointment. I have a feeling if I don't get my shyt together by tomorrow they're going to file for an IEA. They said it was really concerning when they asked if I wanted to safety plan with them and I said eff that.
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Jul 23, 2025, 05:40 PM
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That really sucks!
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Jul 23, 2025, 05:43 PM
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#8
Jul 23, 2025, 06:36 PM
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I tried ECT last time I was IP (I did agree to it) and it didn't go well. I got really manic after the first round and flipped out at the doc and accused him of rape. I was bummed because I was supposed to feel fatigued and lethargic and instead I wanted to punch everyone and everything in my path while riding a lightning bolt to Satan's locker room. I can't even do ECT outpatient apparently so no point in trying again.
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#9
Jul 23, 2025, 06:40 PM
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Can you do any of the new medications?
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Jul 23, 2025, 10:49 PM
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"I don't know what I'm looking for." "Why not?" "Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them." "What, are you crazy?" "It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet," |
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#11
Yesterday, 04:48 PM
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I am sorry that meds don't work for you.
Do they carry medical mariquana in your state? I am sorry don't know how to spell it.Hubby just got it and had the first restfull sleep in quite some time. He also took cbd and cbn and benadryl. he said he was having insomnia. and they sent him a card to use. It s expensive but worth it for a good nights sleep. ((((HUGS))))) bizi
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