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Old May 20, 2008, 08:08 AM
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My moods are getting worse, not better. Yesterday I went on one errand and just one thing set me off and I was screaming at my partner for the rest of the day. Then once I let all of my anger out and I had these thoughts- of just ramming my car into a tree or into a concrete wall, then I start crying and saying im sorry and I know it is getting to my partner. Now today I am tired and just want to crawl under a rock and fade away and the thoughts of cutting are bad today. This is affecting my relationship, I have to get it under control. It is getting out of hand It is getting out of hand It is getting out of hand It is getting out of hand It is getting out of hand It is getting out of hand It is getting out of hand
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Old May 20, 2008, 11:34 AM
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Lithium...takes 4-7 days to kick in...
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Old May 20, 2008, 01:25 PM
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Thanks for everyones such good thoughts on this. Wow!! I can not believe it. Sorry I am just venting, I have no one, no friends IRL no friends anywhere, just need to be hugged and sat with for a while, no one wants to though, and I totally understand I hate myself and I am not good company. No matter what I touch or do I f* it up. Yeah, I know everyone is so tired of me lately, I am always depressed, yeah I know I live it everyday every fing day. It is getting out of hand It is getting out of hand It is getting out of hand It is getting out of hand It is getting out of hand It is getting out of hand It is getting out of hand
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Old May 20, 2008, 01:35 PM
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I'm sorry you are having a bad day purple...did the hospitol provide any balance of meds...

These moods fluctuations do seem to be chemically based...


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Old May 20, 2008, 01:38 PM
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Somewhat, now I am off mood stablizers and on two different antidepressants, which just makes me scream more. No one knows wtf is going on with me nor do they care.
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Old May 20, 2008, 01:40 PM
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No one knows wtf is going on with me nor do they care.

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I cannot speak for them. I can for me though, and I care.

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Old May 20, 2008, 01:44 PM
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Thanks Lenny It is getting out of hand
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Old May 20, 2008, 01:45 PM
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You are very welcome purple,,,and I love that little blue guy...

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Old May 21, 2008, 08:16 AM
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purple, you may still need a mood stabilizer, anti depressants alone, don't target the manic side of bipolar.
I hope you will be able to get in touch with a pdoc and recieve professional help, I'd hate for you to have to suffer unecessarily, there are many good stabilizers available.
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It is getting out of hand It is getting out of hand It is getting out of hand
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