[Jesster13]

I can't tell other people about this, because it is really wrong and embarrassing...

1. I have been suicidal
2. I have threatened people
3. I walk round in circles when I am talking to my friends at school
4. I am really depressed sometimes
5. I feel happy and sad at the same time
6. I want a good friend who I can share secrets with
7. I want to be alone sometimes
8. My confidence is good sometimes and bad other times
9. I am sure others can read my thoughts
10. When I imagine something it sometimes comes (example. I was saying in my head if it was cool if Leon came**which is a trophy in SSBB and there are over 1000 trophies to collect each coming randomly* and Leon appeared JUST AFTER I had said it)
11. I can't be bothered to do some things
12. I have lost interest in things
13. I have known that my uncle is goes weird sometimes and my auntie's husband self harms.
14. I have had a
traumatic life (my dad tried to kill my mum in front of me by beating her up)
15. I have been intrested in sex at times
16. I am 13 years of age.
17. I get VERY annoyed at small things
18. I don't like it when people interrupt me.

Please help with your opinions. I don't want to talk to ANY one else.

[reddevil]

It might be a good idea if you spoke with a counsellor, or a doctor, as they would help you cope with everything.

[Lenny]

Hi Jesster13 and welcome to PC...

Other than 1, 9, 13, and 14,,,your list seems pretty reasonable to me...

But it is real good that you made that list..it gives you a kind of inventory of parts of who jesster is..

Like reddevil suggests,,I too would advise that you speak to a trusted person,,especially about number 1....

There is NO pain jesster that two people can't get through together...so please seek a person who when the pain gets heavy,,you can share it with...

With care,

Lenny

[conigogo]

Please seek out a counselor you can trust. You are still so young. Don't spend DECADES trying to figure things out on your own, like I did.

[Zloppy]

All apply to me except, 3, 10, 14, 16.

I agree with the above.

[Slothrop]

Originally Posted by conigogo

Please seek out a counselor you can trust. You are still so young. Don't spend DECADES trying to figure things out on your own, like I did.

Definitely.

There's no shame in asking for an opinion and/or help. I sure wish I had done it sooner.