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Make this go away, three weeks go I started spining down again. Misfiring of electrcal cells going of in my mind......... Nothing else to say.
Whats blue is gray to me, sun has gone behind a thick cloud cover. My life in a box. The place I hide, make the world go away............ ![]() ![]() ![]()
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I kinda like being in my own dark space. I think its my way of going back to my 9 weeks I missed in the womb.
Try to get some of this Fall sunshine. I took a walk this evening over a lake and the ducks and swans and fall leaves were very calming. (The mosquitos sucked though! No pun intended. ![]() |
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Downward spirals...taking you into darkness...need a spark to produce a glimpse of light...anything work in the past?
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(((( hurtsme )))) I'm so sorry you are feeling this way. Do you have a therapist you can call? Or maybe a good friend or family member? We will be here to support you all we can, but I think maybe talking it over with your T or a friend would help some, too. I've been where you are. And while I can't say I know how you feel, just know that I understand and want to be here for you. I hope you start to see the light again very soon. Please be safe, and PM me anytime you need to... if you want to, that is. Take care.
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Want to thank you so much for kind your words, I think we have some thinks in common... Been thru many T's, friends don't, won't understand. All I ask for is peace............
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((((((((((((((((((((((hurtsme)))))))))))))))))))))) I'm so sorry you feel this way ....
You will get through this, it will pass my friend. Maybe we cant understandexactly what you are feeling, but we are here to catch you ...... the light is within your kind soul, let it shine for you from inside .... ![]() ![]() ![]() love, Jinny xoxoxoxoxoxo ![]() |
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I wish to thank you all for listening. Has I had said in an earlier post, the tools of the trade I have, it's the craft of building my way out is what I'm lacking.
Sunshine, exercise, my family, music are all tools that I use, so readily at hand but they don't always work. I can cycle down for months at a time. Medications I've ran the gamut, I hate taking them. I don't mean to sound flip, psychotherapy has been a waste of time and money. I'm sure you've all been through this before, new name different words. Question myself why I come here, is that wrong? Another wasted night, I hope you'll accept my apologie for my rambling to night...... /m
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