[vacantangel]

I already posted this in the General section but thought I'd post it here too for those of you who don't venture over there. Anyway, I'm taking a break from psych central, it's not anything that anyone else has done, it's just me.

I'm not going through all that anxiety anymore either. I now reside deep in the abyss again. I'm so far in, I think this is going to be a long stay. Don't worry about me, I'll be ok, I always am. Just wanted everyone to know that I won't be around. I'm not sure how long. Thanks for all the support you've all given me and I hope that I've given at least something back in return. I also think that my constant rapid cycling is just too much for everybody to contend with. I'm used to it but I can see how it could be trying to y'all never knowing from one minute to the next what mood I'll be in. That's ok. I accept that I'm too difficult for others. I know nobody has said that to me but I've been down this road before with other people. It's not fair to subject all my craziness on those that are around me so I'll go back to being myself in private.

Take care of yourselves.

[vacantangel]

I posted this in haste but the fact is that I NEED this place. I'm not in a good place right now. I'll try not to inflict my pain on anybody too much. Unfortunately, it looks like I need this place more than I would've been missed since this thread has been looked at several times and not one person responded. That makes me feel even sadder than I already was.

[sqrlb8]

Stop it. Fercrisakes. I don't mean stop it, like stop it, I mean something like, I can't stand it. I mean that it's so hard for you right now, and your fussing about what it looks like, and to people who have seen it all. C'mon angel, give yourself that much space. You can be here, you need to be here. Keep posting. Remember the ones who are here are trying to keep their own heads above the tide too. Many of your posts have moved me to respond but I couldn't at the time. just how it is. I'm also not the best at going thru the posts efficiently and miss a lot. You are welcome to pm me anytime. I tend to be in and out quite a bit .

Hang in Angel.

[vacantangel]

I'm sorry I made that comment. Everyone, please forgive me.