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I am more paranoid than ever lately. I can't relax in my own apartment. I like being alone, I have things to do, but I end up not doing anything for long and I end up frustrated. No one can see me. Believe me I have checked to see what someone outside could see with the blinds up, open, etc. It is more like the thought that 'if' someone could see me, they would not approve.
I have the next week off work. I want to just relax and be me, do things I like to do, enjoy this time to myself. I am afraid it is going to deteriorate into a panicky week of despair. I just wish I could feel at home... at home... in my skin.. ![]() |
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Oh Echoes I'm so sorry you feel this way. I just came to post here myself about paranoia then I see your post
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The feather landed gently at his feet. The boy looked back up at the sky and let his balloon go. It was a fair trade. ~ quote by Dominic my wonderful son ![]() ![]() " As we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same." ― Marianne Williamson |
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![]() ![]() I'm not on meds. I think it is the season on top of everything else. |
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I can relate to this too, I often feel guilty about being me in my own home....actually anywhere really.
I hope your week off gets a little better. ![]() |
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