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Old Dec 17, 2009, 01:23 PM
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who am i? what am i? why am i here?
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Old Dec 17, 2009, 02:42 PM
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Describe yourself.
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Old Dec 17, 2009, 02:57 PM
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Please don't hate yourself! There is nothing wrong with you. You have a lot to offer. Believe me, you're not the only one who wonders why you are here. I do too, sometimes. Please take care!
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Old Dec 17, 2009, 03:21 PM
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sorry just ranting off. I am so confused. I talked to T about my not connecting to my reflection in the mirror, The lady looking back at me isn't me. I am young and feel i look OK, not old fat ugly and wonky eyed who is her. My T thinks i have stopped aging mentally around a younger age and not grown in to my older self. I really don't know my reflection and don't like her.
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Old Dec 17, 2009, 03:22 PM
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1. You are Susierose

2. You are a wonderful human being

3. You are here because you NEED to be.......without you, the world shifts in ways it shouldn't....

It is true for every one of us. We are all very important babe......

Tell us whay you feel you hate yourself.......and just to let you know, I have felt that way many times over......you are not alone.

But we have broad shoulders and want to know why.......keep talking.....and put a different T-shirt on

Big hugs,

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Old Dec 17, 2009, 04:54 PM
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[quote=Michah;1230040]1. You are Susierose

2. You are a wonderful human being

3. You are here because you NEED to be.......without you, the world shifts in ways it shouldn't....

It is true for every one of us. We are all very important babe......

Tell us whay you feel you hate yourself.......and just to let you know, I have felt that way many times over......you are not alone.

But we have broad shoulders and want to know why.......keep talking.....and put a different T-shirt on


Thank you so much, your words brought a tear to my eye, but a tear of being understood. Its amazing how someones words can lift you.
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Old Dec 18, 2009, 03:35 PM
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i was brought to this thread for the title is what I feel most of the time. i am not sure why, but I do hate myself. feeling very borderline, feeling detached from people, angry, misunderstood, confused, frusterated, urges of self harm, but yet i dont have the energy to engage, feel that things are a huge mountain when reality is its just a small ant hole, and just want to cry. treatment is not going well. on DBT vacation right now, not sure for how long, but has been two months so far, appt with t on 30th, sorry for turning this around to be about me. But your thread's title stood out to me for today, I feel i hate myself!
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Old Dec 18, 2009, 04:18 PM
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i was brought to this thread for the title is what I feel most of the time. i am not sure why, but I do hate myself. feeling very borderline, feeling detached from people, angry, misunderstood, confused, frusterated, urges of self harm, but yet i dont have the energy to engage, feel that things are a huge mountain when reality is its just a small ant hole, and just want to cry. treatment is not going well. on DBT vacation right now, not sure for how long, but has been two months so far, appt with t on 30th, sorry for turning this around to be about me. But your thread's title stood out to me for today, I feel i hate myself!

just2be Thats how i feel, what you described. I try hard to not self harm as i was told by my t that if i do i get suspended from my group therapy treatment. I just find it hard to see anything im me thats ok! never mind like.
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Old Dec 18, 2009, 05:04 PM
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just2be Thats how i feel, what you described. I try hard to not self harm as i was told by my t that if i do i get suspended from my group therapy treatment. I just find it hard to see anything im me thats ok! never mind like.

I agree. really it is not even the beginning of how I feel. I have no idea what I am feeling. I go thru emotions rather than having them. I swear i have cried 4 or 5 times today, gotten angry about 3 times, and just being here all the time. Yet when i am not crying I want to. So confused about my situation and where treatment is going.its like the 30th could come any quicker.
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Old Dec 19, 2009, 08:03 PM
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(((Susierose)))
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You are Loved.....((((((((( Susierose ))))))))))! JG+
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Old Dec 21, 2009, 02:56 PM
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I stopped aging mentally, also, around the age of seventeen- I was TERRIFIED of growing up...

I think this was my reason for being fired from many jobs, my extreme youthfulness..

But now I am beginning to grow up, here at age 37, I feel I am

It's a process, it's a journey, we are all, slowly, growing..up/into something more beautiful.............................................
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