Not in the mood to do anything at all

This past few weeks I've been all over the place. Binge eating, easily irritated, deppressed, sleeping alot or not at all, angry to the point of fury and with the sudden need to isolate myself.
I know I should feel a little better since I got my job back, since being unemployed was one of the main reasons I was feeling down, but I just can bring myself to feel better or even try.
I often pretend to be okay just so people don't act questions.
A big part of me knows I'll snap out of it soon like I always do. After all, Im borderline.

Sounds like some depression in there. It is controlable with medication. If you find after taking an antideprsant that you go up and down more....you're most likely Bipolar as well which is not uncomon for borderlines. =) You'll also need a mood stabalizer, and an antidepresant. Just a thought...maybe you could look into it, or ask your doctor about it.

I'm already taking antidepressives and mood stabilizers for the last 4 months (5 pills a day and probably 6 in a couple of days). Yes, I have bipolar disorder too. It's hard to deal with sometimes, but I keep trying.

Me too, and I'm having a bad day and they are changing my meds. My doctor told me today she doesn't want me to have any breakthrough depression...so it might be time to call in, because they don't want this for you at all. I was just told this today. We shouldn't be suffering so much.