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Dec 03, 2011, 01:15 AM
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I can't hold a job. No matter how much credential I have, I always ended up getting fired or "laid off". I can't hold a relationship either, my marriage (due to pregnancy) ended up in divorce, losing my child to permanently live with my ex husband, and my ex boyfriends all said I am "crazy" or too unstable. They said they don't understand how I can change my mood so fast. My medication sometimes help, but, I don't know what to do. I feel so discouraged, I'm afraid to look for a new job because I feel like I will get fired again. I think I have gotten fired from every full time job that I had ever held. Maybe 4-5 of them within 4 years. I always can lend a job because of my credential, but now the employment history is very sketchy. I can't tell them I have personality disorder because they are corporation. I tried working for smaller firms, but each time I cannot get along with my immediate supervisor. Ever. I hate myself, and hate the cards that I'm dealt with, because I feel like I will just die a slow, painful death without ever being truly happy, finding a job, working with something I love and making a healthy living, and finding love.
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Dec 03, 2011, 05:13 AM
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...I never been fired much because I fire myself.....way before anyone can get their little firing hands on me
I anticipate problems that are not even there!... it's all a bit of a worry...and thats the real problem but I am too busy upsetting myself with alternative problems it's like a bas movie playing...overlapping my real existence... I expect everyone is watching it to but maybe they are not? I don't know |
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Dec 03, 2011, 12:21 PM
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mayist, i know holding a job is a difficult thing to do. i held a job for a year and that was a miracle in and of itself. i'm a stay at home mom and i believe that is the sole reason i'm somewhat stable right now. i don't have to deal with people aside from my husband and son. is there something you can do in therapy or perhaps apply for social security or something? i'm a bit young and don't really know anything about that but i know others who have applied for it and got it. keep us updated
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