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Feb 02, 2012, 11:45 AM
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I swear I am getting dumber and dumber as the days go by. I feel simple and sometimes just plain retarded. I was first mad that my hubby was late. Then he was cheating (in my head). Then he died in a car accident (in my head). Then he texted me and said he was in the ditch, to which I got mad...how dare he be late, get out of the ditch and get home!!! In my mind I was like, is he really in the ditch or just saying that....he texts me to come get him...So did he put himself in the ditch just to make it look real to me?...He asks me to call his friend to come help pull him out...Oh he really wants to make it look good, doesn't he? He finally texts and says he is on his way home. FINALLY!!! He comes in and his feet are frozen and the rest of his body is numb. Was he lying? NO. All this chaos in a matter of 2 hours.
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Feb 02, 2012, 11:54 AM
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OMG....I do the same kind of stuff all the time. I can commiserate. That's a good, "you know you're borderline when..." You'll laugh about it soon.
 It's funny when it's not you...type of thing. But I kill people off etc. in my brain all the time. I've also wreaked my car in my head numerous times. 
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Feb 02, 2012, 12:02 PM
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Holly crap I totally do this!!! But i dont have a husband... Maybe thats why? lol
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Feb 02, 2012, 12:13 PM
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It's so retarded...then after all that crap I start getting more into my head asking what the hell is wrong with me...how did my mood completely change when I heard him pull in the driveway? I am totally crazy, I need help, I don't want help, I don't want to talk about this again...blah blah blah ect ect ect. I am getting nervous about talking to this pdoc, it seems like if I ignore my bpd and these groups I live happily naive in la la land, hurting ppl is just par for the course lol. catch 22 indeed.
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Feb 02, 2012, 02:48 PM
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wow so it seems it is not just me that does that. I even work at using my reality check skills sheet and sometimes my brain miscontorts that the skill does not work and only makes me more agitated
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Feb 03, 2012, 04:02 AM
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It just feels so good to know I'm not the only one who thinks just like this
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