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I have had this strong urge for a while now, on and off, and tonight it's very strong.
I don't want to cut my arms, or my legs, or stomach like I used to, I want to go for my neck. I don't want to do it to die, I want to do it because I have no satisfaction from self-harming anywhere else. I need more, I need it stronger.
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Well........I'm glad you can see it's irrational. I hope you call someone about it. I guess the only quick solution to that is to go work out...until you replace it with a pain that is better for you. I hope you call someone really close to you GI. Be safe.
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Please call your local crisis number! Do whatever you can to keep yourself safe! Please do not end up hurting yourself irreparably just because you are having bad thoughts.
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I don't want to lose you.
Dont' act on your feelings. somebody cares. Billi
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