emptiness and everything how they are the same

...ever been overwhelmed?...dumb question!

loss and gain can happen immediately together and the irony with borderline is that there is no together!

soon as I felt it I died soon as I came alive again I lost everything I felt!

tears evaporate now before they fall yet they ache behind my eyes.

I am selfish everything I need so much I am empty I am loving generous I empty on my way to complete madness everything gets lost it's all the same!

...I cannot let myself love because then I feel everything and inexplicably I am pursued by my pure fears I attack!



but this is what I'm really doing...biting my own bum!



unlucky...

You express yourself so beautifully with beautiful graphics. I wish I had an answer for you, but I do "get it". Take care. Talking to anonymous nobodies is better than being totally alone...

I agree with Carmasia.. talking and venting to those who understand can help.. so keep talking

Your way of description again dubble is so poetic; a thing so tragic and uncomfortable described so wonderfully and with ease. I know this feeling...

"soon as I felt it I died soon as I came alive again I lost everything I felt!"

I am a walking paradox.