...now this is a problem for me.

how can I express my emptiness when I'm in the middle of it?



like walking in a desert without a head.....but I need a head to walk?

like laying in a bed without gravity...I need the pressure on my body to prove I'm resting but?

like being stung by 1000 bees and I'm one of them!...I need to be a threat?

like running into traffic but I never left the house!...I need to at least want to be damaged?

like swimming into a giant squid full frontal but I'm just the salty water around the beast!... I need to be anything but liquified?

like being infected with serious toxicity while I'm seriously healthy and immune!... I need to be vulnerable?

not sure I like being so un-touchable..

I kinda hate it

but I still take a peek..

Dubblemonkey,

I am borderline, too, and although I am very sorry that I don't have the answers to help with you other 'needs', if you need to know that someone heard you, cared, and understood, you were.

You may be, "not from around here.....", but I'm so glad you're visiting.

Take care of Yourself,

-Fleeing Bellocq

Originally Posted by fleeingbellocq

Dubblemonkey,

I am borderline, too, and although I am very sorry that I don't have the answers to help with you other 'needs', if you need to know that someone heard you, cared, and understood, you were.

You may be, "not from around here.....", but I'm so glad you're visiting.

Take care of Yourself,

-Fleeing Bellocq

lv, dm