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Dec 15, 2012, 05:38 AM
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I long to be mentally healthy, healed, normal and emotionally sane.
I am sick of this ****ed up hell. The end. P.S. (Cant stop listening to "Just a fool- Christina Aguilera", feels like my heart is being emotionally ripped out my chest.)
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A borderline suffers a kind of hemophilia; She lacks the clotting mechanism needed to moderate her spurts of feeling. Stimulate a passion and the borderline emotionally bleeds to death. ~ jerold kreisman and hal straus. |
 Anonymous33340, Scorpio Eyes
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Dec 15, 2012, 05:51 AM
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I feel like this all the time. The pain of failing to change hurts so ****ing bad. You are not alone. My heart hurts with you.
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Dec 15, 2012, 05:58 AM
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As much as I wish people who dont understand would, I wouldnt wish this **** on my worst enemy.
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A borderline suffers a kind of hemophilia; She lacks the clotting mechanism needed to moderate her spurts of feeling. Stimulate a passion and the borderline emotionally bleeds to death. ~ jerold kreisman and hal straus. |
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Dec 15, 2012, 06:19 AM
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I feel like I am not coping and In truth I have started SI again.... After almost 11 months of not doing it and swearing I wouldnt do it again. I lied. I feel dirty, unstable, suicidal, shameful, depressed, stupid, bitter, self loathing and I feel too ashamed and pride smothered to reach out to my therapist because I would then have to dig deeper, explain and sink lower into these feelings in order to work on all of this plus more issues.
I sometimes think that if I didnt have anyone to consider my choices would be very different. I almost didnt post this but forced myself to click send because I am hoping this whatever it is will help me somehow by putting out there. Sorry to anyone I may have triggered.
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A borderline suffers a kind of hemophilia; She lacks the clotting mechanism needed to moderate her spurts of feeling. Stimulate a passion and the borderline emotionally bleeds to death. ~ jerold kreisman and hal straus. |
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