Looking for an argument

Oh god I hate this episode, looking for some one who don't deserve it.

But you know the next person who looks at you even slightly funny is goin to get all the poo you have been collecting.
God forbid they even say a word.
Who knows what spiteful stuff will spill over.

That's another person lost.
I really don't want to upset any one, and I don't want to hurt myself.
May go to garden and smash every glass I own :/

Sounds as though you've been holding back frustrations and now you've reached the brim. I hate those times too! Just last night, I threw a hissy fit by myself to let go of some of my frustration. I felt a little silly doing it ~ as I usually wait until I get to explode on someone else. {mean = I know!} Actually, I threw a couple of things in my apartment...swore a couple of choice words..and then took some deep breaths after chomping down on my teeth really hard.

As I was into my deep breaths, my bf came into my apartment. He was concerned, but was damn lucky he hadn't arrived any earlier! I was able to let go of my frustrations easier....since I'd already thrown a hissy fit and then began self-calming techniques. It's worth a shot ~ rather than having to apologize AGAIN and/or lose another relationship!

Best wishes to you......