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Old Mar 13, 2013, 06:42 PM
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Do I have the dignity to speak to my counselor tomorrow? No.
Do I have alone? Yes.
Do I have like I'm not wanted? Yes.
Am I tired of feeling ignored? Yes.
Do I know if all of this is true? I don't know.
People think I'm happy and confident because my gpa is 3.9, but numbers can't buy my happiness as I thought it would..Ever felt offended by someone not taking anything from you? For example, I offered him/her some chips..him/her say no..I automatically think the worst.
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Old Mar 13, 2013, 07:20 PM
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its alright to feel those emotions nothing wrong with them its more like what do you wanna do about them.

I don't want to speak to my mental health nurse tomorrow since she keeps changing days not my problem she went away again and people are needing her. I just wish I needed her too...that bad.

Thats a great gpa but your right what does numbers mean happiness...so what does happiness mean to you?
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Old Mar 13, 2013, 07:25 PM
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its alright to feel those emotions nothing wrong with them its more like what do you wanna do about them.

I don't want to speak to my mental health nurse tomorrow since she keeps changing days not my problem she went away again and people are needing her. I just wish I needed her too...that bad.

Thats a great gpa but your right what does numbers mean happiness...so what does happiness mean to you?
aw your wanted here your part of our little clan we have your back.
Happiness means being happy without having a fake smile, laughing for real, and feeling positive, and confident.
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Old Mar 13, 2013, 07:33 PM
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now how do you make your happiness true for you?
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Old Mar 13, 2013, 10:01 PM
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now how do you make your happiness true for you?
I don't know.
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Old Mar 14, 2013, 04:37 AM
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Hi. I hope you're feeling better. I understand what you mean about having to fake happiness and force a smile etc. i do is all the time. I even have to force myself to talk sometimes as I just don't want to nor feel the need. As for being offended over small things, story of my life. Everyday i am offended and get so upset over little things. If I wave at someone and they don't wave back a certain way I assume they hate me and I shouldn't approach people. If I offer someone a lift home and they refuse i take it so personally.
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Old Mar 14, 2013, 06:47 PM
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Happiness comes from within.

I am also struggling to attain this.

That feeling of being unwanted...undignified...ignored... .

Do I want myself? That's so hard. Never learned that. But I want to.

Can I respect myself? (dignity) Still not quite there.

Can I validate myself? Yes, I can. (to counteract feeling ignored)

It can be dealt with.

I am not there, yet, but I want to be there.

Do you?

Carol
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Old Mar 15, 2013, 12:06 AM
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I wonder sometimes if I really want to get better, since I have absolutely no motivation to do the things I need to do.
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