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Do I have the dignity to speak to my counselor tomorrow? No.
Do I have alone? Yes. Do I have like I'm not wanted? Yes. Am I tired of feeling ignored? Yes. Do I know if all of this is true? I don't know. People think I'm happy and confident because my gpa is 3.9, but numbers can't buy my happiness as I thought it would..Ever felt offended by someone not taking anything from you? For example, I offered him/her some chips..him/her say no..I automatically think the worst.
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its alright to feel those emotions nothing wrong with them its more like what do you wanna do about them.
I don't want to speak to my mental health nurse tomorrow since she keeps changing days not my problem she went away again and people are needing her. I just wish I needed her too...that bad. Thats a great gpa but your right what does numbers mean happiness...so what does happiness mean to you? aw your wanted here your part of our little clan we have your back.
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Quote:
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now how do you make your happiness true for you?
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I don't know.
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Hi. I hope you're feeling better. I understand what you mean about having to fake happiness and force a smile etc. i do is all the time. I even have to force myself to talk sometimes as I just don't want to nor feel the need. As for being offended over small things, story of my life. Everyday i am offended and get so upset over little things. If I wave at someone and they don't wave back a certain way I assume they hate me and I shouldn't approach people. If I offer someone a lift home and they refuse i take it so personally.
Hugs to you.
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Happiness comes from within.
I am also struggling to attain this. That feeling of being unwanted...undignified...ignored... . Do I want myself? That's so hard. Never learned that. But I want to. Can I respect myself? (dignity) Still not quite there. Can I validate myself? Yes, I can. (to counteract feeling ignored) It can be dealt with. I am not there, yet, but I want to be there. Do you? Carol
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I wonder sometimes if I really want to get better, since I have absolutely no motivation to do the things I need to do.
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