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Old Mar 15, 2013, 07:02 AM
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Hey guys, I just feel so terrible. Can't take this pain anymore. Tired of being so emotionally vulnerable, crying over everything. Tears rolling down my cheeks right now. You would think I would be used to it by now…all these years. Watching my life pass me by.

But how can anyone ever get used to this suffering. I have tried so many things to help myself to live…CBT, DBT…probably mentioned all that previously. I merely exist…this is not a life.

Sorry for my rant…but had to get it out.
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Old Mar 15, 2013, 07:43 AM
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I'm glad that you could get it out here.
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Old Mar 15, 2013, 12:54 PM
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I'm sorry you feel so sad. By chance are you on your meds and if you are, have you talked to your doc about your situation
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Old Mar 15, 2013, 12:55 PM
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I completely understand how you're feeling Hun, sending u lots of healing hugs
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Old Mar 15, 2013, 02:03 PM
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Yes I have been on meds for a long time…I realise I must talk to my doc or someone from the mental health team here. Just procrastinate a lot and nothing seems to get done.

Thanks again loudpipes
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Old Mar 15, 2013, 10:42 PM
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Me too. I feel the same way. Here for you though.
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Old Mar 16, 2013, 04:21 AM
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Im sorry you're feeling so bad. I understand that pain. You are not alone. We are all is this together and we will all fight it together and help lift each other up on days that we can't do it ourselves. Sending hugs your way. I hope you're ok.
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Old Mar 16, 2013, 05:58 AM
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Hold on and hope you get to a better place very soon
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Old Mar 16, 2013, 01:50 PM
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Thanks everyone for your kind words and support. Thought my mood would improve with the Rugby today, but we got beaten by Italy…some Paddy's Weekend eh!

Unhappy Irish girl…plus I had a bit of a binge during the game…disgusted with myself.
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Old Mar 16, 2013, 02:57 PM
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but there is always drinking on st. paddy's day...

and making a ruckus...
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Old Mar 16, 2013, 06:09 PM
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Hi beautifulfreak,

So sorry you're not feeling so hot right now. There are some days I feel exactly like that. I fear that during those times the pain won't stop, ever. I guess the most we can do is talk about it and know we belong with others who know just how we're feeling.

Well, here's a hug from one more person who gets it
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