[June55]

Love life sometimes. Tired but not sleeping. Hungry but not eating. Nothing bad happened but I feel like crap. I just want all these feelings to go, there is no logic. Too much in my head. Too many feelings. Too much I can't control. I get mad at myself for how I answer peoples questions, for the things I say. Why'd I say that? Why can't I just be all happy perky? I am not in the in crowd. I don't do anything good enough. No one can depend on me. I hate lots but not really. So much in my head. Even as I type I am sure I will wish I never thought this all aloud. But all is good. How can I feel so crappy and yet nothing is really wrong?

[tattoogirl33]

hey, get out of my head!! in all seriousness, I have felt and do right now what you just described.. I have no advice but you are NOT alone!

[Luvmydog]

Welcome June and thank you for posting. You described my mental state and life rather completely. Almost made me cry, but not from sorrow.

Wow. Could have said this myself, you literally took the words right out of my mouth! I hope you are feeling better soon, and you're definitely not alone!

[nicole84]

Yep, you just described my brain majority of the time. It's like a million thoughts and feelings and none of it makes sense yet sometimes it can. The times of just feeling like you're crazy and then fine. Ahh so many of us can relate at least!

[allme]

I can also relate, all those thoughts from nothing....so debilitating. Sending you hugs!

[GeorgiaGirl413]

So sorry you are feeling this way...I have been where you are. In fact, have you been peeking into the windows of my brain? Hope that you are feeling better soon. Can you try something? You wrote all the negative stuff. Can you write some positive things about yourself. The more negative we think the more negative we think. Can you break that cycle with some positive affirmations? I write them on post it notes and have them in various places where I can see them during the day. It helps me.