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Sep 17, 2013, 11:24 AM
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I want to quit......I do not want to deal with responsibilities, feelings emotions, confusion, paranoia, anymore. I want to stay in my house and never come out. I want to smash my head until I knock myself out. I do not want to talk anymore or explain feelings to T anymore. I just want to blink out!
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. Last edited by Wren_; Sep 17, 2013 at 07:14 PM. Reason: added trigger icon |
 allme, Anonymous200125, BlueInanna, duende, HealingNSuffering, Lmats, Mustkeepjob32
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Sep 17, 2013, 11:26 AM
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Sep 17, 2013, 11:28 AM
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OMG thank you so much. I just do not understand this.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
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Sep 17, 2013, 11:31 AM
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Sep 21, 2013, 09:24 PM
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I hate being overwhelmed; it clouds everything. I'm overwhelmed too at this moment and have been sleeping a lot during the day without going outside and this has not helped in the end, but makes my anxiety worse.
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Medications: Venlafaxine (Effexor) 75mg dailyDivalproex (Valproic Acid) 600mg daily Seroquel (Quetiapine) 100mg daily ZMAN
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Sep 22, 2013, 05:33 AM
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I felt like that, and I quit my job. Oops. Was for the best, but obviously staying on or quitting was going to come with a **** load of anxieties and stuff I can't deal with. Time to self-medicate. Oups. <Not the best influence. LOL
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Sep 22, 2013, 01:00 PM
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I'm so sorry. It's hard. I woke two hours ago and told myself I'd take a shower, gather my stuff for the day, and make use of the morning. Hearing activity outside does not help my anxiety of making the transition to step out among the crowds of Sunday leisurely people. So much to get done and, I'm just getting out of my bed. All I want to do is just stay under my blanket. So...I am in a similar place, totally understand. EDIT: Ah..still getting familiar with forum. I see you posted this on Tuesday. Hope you're feeling better. and Sandman, Quote:
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Sep 22, 2013, 01:09 PM
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I get that. I just want to disappear a lot of the time too.
But don't quit! Just take a vacation. Vacations are much better than quitting. What would you find relaxing today? Or... maybe not relaxing, but a tolerable distraction? I'd say do that. Put allllll the responsibilities on hold, say "eff it" and do something just for you. ((I spent all day yesterday playing video games. I cannot tell you what a great day that was!! And today I've done a lot of the chores that I've been neglecting, and I didn't feel angry at them!))
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
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Sep 23, 2013, 08:24 AM
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I too understand! It can be so difficult enduring what we have to go through. I, at times, have given up but I ended up numb and zombie like as well as severely depressed. I wouldn't recommend it. All you can do is take one day at a time and get through it best you can, holding onto the hope it can get better.
Don't give up, there is always hope, we just can't always see it.
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