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Old Sep 20, 2013, 05:45 PM
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...trying to have self respect?...
I must be kidding

I can meet someone at sunrise... fall in love with them way before lunch,
and suddenly hate them in the early afternoon.

so a day of attempted intimacy turns into a disaster

...extend this into days weeks and years...

it's like a million personal failures...

irretrievable intimate possibilities

I want the love but I cannot handle the pressure...

I cannot win

just today I completely mis-understand this borderline

apart from the urge to isolate
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Old Sep 20, 2013, 06:08 PM
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I understand *sigh* Mostly, I am isolated through choice. I go through bouts of seeing ppl and then retreat due to multiple reasons. It's just too hard to sustain constant or regular contact with a person. It's all just too much sometimes.
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Old Sep 22, 2013, 06:45 PM
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I agree, keeping friends is like a behavior that while in theory should be rewarding, just opens me up to too much pain. I guess if I was "normal", I could be fine. So that's why just have innumerable acquaintances.
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Old Sep 23, 2013, 07:34 AM
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I go back and forth between trying to keep friends, and not wanting anything to do with anyone ever. Sometimes I wish I could just ship myself off to some foreign land where nobody knows me and start off fresh.

Friends are just not worth it for me.
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