[GeorgiaGirl413]

Fighting the desire to just chuck it all. I just want to go home and crawl back into bed. Seems like I can't find a place where I am happy. Miserable at work, at home and pretty much every where else I go. I guess it's a good thing I have a responsible streak or I probably would never come to work.

I know the feeling If I didn't need the money I wouldn't go to work either. Hang in there

[gayleggg]

I agree, if I didn't need the money, I would be at home in bed.

Originally Posted by GeorgiaGirl413

Fighting the desire to just chuck it all. I just want to go home and crawl back into bed. Seems like I can't find a place where I am happy. Miserable at work, at home and pretty much every where else I go. I guess it's a good thing I have a responsible streak or I probably would never come to work.

I think I just found my long lost twin.



I can SOOOOOOooooo relate to this.

[GeorgiaGirl413]

Managed to stay at work today, though I was in some other universe most of the day.

[greentires4me]

I don't have a job so I don't know what its like anymore...i just sit home some times in my PJs all day long until I have to check the mail then go downstairs in my Pjs and grab whatever and go back upstairs to hibernate

[dumburn]

Originally Posted by GeorgiaGirl413

... I guess it's a good thing I have a responsible streak or I probably would never come to work.

We call It my stubborn streak, and it's annoyingly a positive thing
I know so well the arguments, which are often out loud, I have to have with myself (or my depression) nearly everyday, "get up!","get dressed!" "get your backside in to work!"

Very confusing sometimes, knowing that the right thing to do, no matter how hard it is, is to not let myself win. Which is hard because I don't like losing arguments even when they are against myself

<<< Wondering WHY I keep getting out of bed and going to work each day. It SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

[perniciousfirefly]

i were a nurse dunno how i survived. im now on community treatment struggle with basic things. not allowed to go back to work yet. cant win. cant ya get a week off for stress and use the time to recharge. nicky romero avicci i could be the on is a good one, ive felt like that in work a lot
hey though bpd and "normal" yeah black or white! though ive never like grey lol

[GeorgiaGirl413]

Originally Posted by perniciousfirefly

i were a nurse dunno how i survived. im now on community treatment struggle with basic things. not allowed to go back to work yet. cant win. cant ya get a week off for stress and use the time to recharge. nicky romero avicci i could be the on is a good one, ive felt like that in work a lot
hey though bpd and "normal" yeah black or white! though ive never like grey lol

I am a nurse. Been one for 33 years. It is tough sometimes. I could take some time off, but not sure it would help. I am taking 10 days at Christmas. Looking forward to that. I have told everyone I am scaling back Christmas this year. Not gonna let it make me crazy.