[technigal]

With the way things are going I feel like my life is like the chorus from the Friends theme song (hasn't been your day, your week, your month or even your year). Yesterday afternoon I started crying off and on for no reason and have not stopped. Today I went into a major panic attack. I just can't do this anymore. I can't pretend to be normal and that everything is all right.

I know what triggered me yesterday, my MIL. I hate the woman and wish she would just die. She makes my life miserable. I feel bad as she is the only living grandparent my son will remember but I just want her gone already!

Oh man I hear ya. My bf left me alone with our 6 month old and my 3 year old for the last two days and today, there was no food in the house. The baby screamed in my face and wouldn't allow anyone else in my family to hold her literally all day long. my 3 year old was super mouthy today and I have to watch her every second somedays cuz it's like she's just looking for trouble.
I asked him several times to bring food, and when he came home with none and what I imagine would be a stupid look on his face if I could see, I lost it. It took all the strenghth inside of me not to scream at the top of my lungs in that moment. I broke down crying in alone.
I am just feeling very overwhelmed with life in general.
You're not alone, hang in there.

[Angel of Bedlam]

It will get better.

Don't give her the power to control how you feel.

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[Truth in Ruin]

Originally Posted by technigal

With the way things are going I feel like my life is like the chorus from the Friends theme song (hasn't been your day, your week, your month or even your year). Yesterday afternoon I started crying off and on for no reason and have not stopped. Today I went into a major panic attack. I just can't do this anymore. I can't pretend to be normal and that everything is all right.

I know what triggered me yesterday, my MIL. I hate the woman and wish she would just die. She makes my life miserable. I feel bad as she is the only living grandparent my son will remember but I just want her gone already!

I have that song stuck in my head now . But, we'll be there for you, cause you're there for us too! I hope you feel better soon!

PS - I charge $5,000 a head... Just kidding, but seriously

[Lonely_90]

Making your way through LIFE today takes everything you got
Your life's a joke your broke, your love life's MIA
IT's like your always stuck in second gear
It hasn't been your month you week or even your yearrrrr

We'll be there for you, when the rain starts to fall,
We'll be there for you , cause we been through it all
We'll be there for you, cause PC is always trueeeeeeeeeee

My sorority in college use to sing this song in recruitment, thanks for the memory, I actually smiled

Hang in there it can only get better, and if not.... There is always tomorrow ... Try smiling at someone.. Even if u don't feel like it, look at this make eye contact and smile, you could make someone's day...

[Fuzzybear]

[technigal]

I hope today is better. I see my T in 2 hours. Hoping to talk about this.

[Truth in Ruin]

Originally Posted by technigal

I hope today is better. I see my T in 2 hours. Hoping to talk about this.

I hope everything goes well.

[technigal]

Originally Posted by Truth in Ruin

I hope everything goes well.

It went well.

[Angel of Bedlam]

Good! I hope things get better. I just went off my Zoloft today, it was making me so sick and sleepy so I'm hoping I will start to feel better. Hang in there!

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[GeorgiaGirl413]

hang in there Mags, you can do this. I know you can. I know the feeling. It hasn't even been my decade!!! But...I'll be there for you!!!

[Angel of Bedlam]

Last year by far wasn't my year, but I made it through. You will too!

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[cboxpalace]

I've had a bad 30 years!

[technigal]

Last night was a very bad night. I kept it together but it was hard.

We heard from the cub leader that our son was headbutting the other boys. When he was told not to do it he had a bit of a fit. We asked him about it and he says that he is too afraid of getting into trouble to act out in school, but when he is at his different activities he starts to think of me being so sick and feels sad. Then he acts out his sadness.

He drew a comic yesterday titled "Why all cats are sad". The cat in the story has one of my nicknames for Robbie, and the cats are sad because their mommy is sick...

It is times like these that I just want to run away and hope that he forgets me. I feel like such a bad mom.

[Angel of Bedlam]

You aren't a bad mom! I'm so sorry you're having a rough time. Last night was super hard for me too. I had an ex text me (who previously has caused many issues in our relationship) and my boyfriend got extremely upset. I kept myself from a breakdown, but it was so hard.

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