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Nov 16, 2013, 01:08 PM
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He's gone. Won't talk to me, text me, nothing. Just threw money at me and took off in his car. Are we over? I will harm today, just have to find a way to do it when no one's around. I deserve it. I need punished. I bet he left for another girl, one who isn't so f***** up. Oh I hate me.
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 Anonymous13579, Anonymous200125, atomicc, Fuzzybear, Gingersnapsmom, peacefulplace
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Nov 16, 2013, 01:11 PM
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I'm so sorry love, are you okay? PM if you want to talk. I really hope you don't hurt yourself but I absolutely understand the need to punish yourself. My love and prayers are with you.
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Nov 16, 2013, 01:21 PM
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I want to cry but I just can't. I just want to shove it down and hurt myself.
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Am I the only one I know, waging my wars behind my face and above my throat? Diagnosed: BPD PTSD |
| hawaii04, wife22
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Nov 16, 2013, 01:25 PM
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Dear Angel
I am so sorry ,I understand how devastating you feel,but please do not do any sudden decisions ,people need you,you are very important even if you don't feel like that now.so he left,ok. You don't know what he thinks,maybe he needs time to go over things,maybe not ,but whatever it is it's not worth human / your sacrifice .your life is important ,you are unique,true person will accept you for who you are.you can't hate gourself because as much as have read your post you are one of the kind and objective people always ready to help and we love you.please PM or just chat with us . No ones betrayal worth life sacrifice .love yourself like God does and He has tremendous amount of love to you which you share with us on daily basis All the love,patience and hugs
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| Angel of Bedlam
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Nov 16, 2013, 03:17 PM
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(((((( angel )))))))
Nobody's betrayal is worth hurting your precious self for. His betrayal is about HIM. My love to you
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Nov 16, 2013, 04:24 PM
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I am sorry he has left. Please take care of yourself. Your little guy needs you. You do not know that he left you for someone else. And everyone in this world has issues/baggage. He is not perfect and if he expects perfection from anyone he will go through life disappointed.
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Nov 16, 2013, 07:56 PM
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No. He left to take a timeout, apparently announcing he was doing so (I didn't hear), and came back. I used DBT enough to not harm.
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| Anonymous200125, Side of the Angels
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Nov 16, 2013, 07:58 PM
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I've been where you are, reminds me of my marriage.
You'll get through this. I know it doesn't seem like it now, but I promise you this will pass. You don't deserve punishment, and I hope you don't harm yourself. Here if you need support. |
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Nov 16, 2013, 08:18 PM
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| Angel of Bedlam
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Nov 16, 2013, 10:19 PM
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huray Angel
You will be OK 
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| peacefulplace
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