I feel so alone

And unwanted. I feel like I might as well not exist. No one cares about me. I could disappear and only then would they notice me. Although some still wouldn't. I am headed towards a crisis right now, I can feel myself getting worse and worse by the hour. And no one gives a damn. I'm trying to reach out, that's what I've been learning to do at times like this. And I'm being ignored. I'm not being taken seriously. There is just no response. It's like I never spoke. And this is pushing me quicker towards crisis. If no one cares why should I? Why should I try to fight if no one will help me? I just want to give up. It's so tempting to just give up. Maybe then they will realise they should have taken me seriously. Or even acknowledged it....

(((((((( secretwhisper ))))))))
I care (Just in my cave right now..not doing well here either.. And I know it's not the same as Irl ) What's happening Irl? Are you being ignored?

(((((secret whisper)))))

I am sorry that you've found yourself on that slippery slope. Sometimes, it does feel like no one understands, cares, or even wants to understand ~ and those times can be awfully tough to push ourselves through. But, try to remind yourself that there are people here in this world that care about you very much!

We know that we aren't all in the same town...it sure would be great if we were a lot more nearby than we are...but we are still here because we do care. We don't want you to ever feel alone, un-cared for, and as though your life is pointless. Things will become easier again. Maybe not tomorrow ~ but your world will become easier. Just keep holding onto "hope" with all of your strength! {I keep a reminder in plain site in my bedroom to look at every day & it helps a lot.}

Very gentle hugs to you. Please take care of yourself.

Thanks for your kind words. Unfortunately it still feels like I'm being ignored, IRL and here I guess. I don't care much for looking after myself, especially when it seems that no one else cares either.

Being ignored can be and is a trigger for many... Not sure what to say tbh. Hoping you can find some love for you from you... It's hard for those of us who have experienced abuse

Btw many peeps here sometimes don't receive many replies..it's probably not personal, more about where people are with their own stuff. (But) ..If someone doesn't "like" you, why give them the power to hurt you?

Sending gentle hugs and I hope you feel better soon Many here do care about you (not everyone on pc likes me either


Btw both my parents abandoned me

I hope this post is ok

Thanks fuzzy I know you're right. Just in a dark lonely place I guess. Need to try to find my way out

i know just how that feels. please feel free to message if you need a friend or just someone to listen and care.

secretwhisper

I know that dark place well. People here do care about you, it may take awhile for us to respond due to time differences but we do care. Hope can be a hard thing to grab hold of when you are feeling so down. I can tell you that it can get better.

Thank you. I know all this, I was having a moment This forum has been a lifeline on more than one occasion and I can't give it a bad word, not really. Everyone here is amazing. We all have our issues and yet we have time for each other to offer support.

This particular dark time isn't letting me see this so clearly, I just have to keep reminding myself its true

I have to agree with the forum being a lifeline, it has certainly helped me a lot.

Good friend ,we missed our introduction .* Signals the team with a strange gesture*.So if we are a bit late forgive us, there were some arrangements we had to make

You hear some cheerful music in the background, growing ever louder. Here, have a medal and forgive the poochie, he seems to like you



Hmmm not sure where this is from but here Hands you a strange luminous pink flamingo with a fishbowl for a leg and a note wishing to well. The music has progressed right up to the doorway and will coming barreling into vision at any moment.

Your eyes fixed on the doorway, we all jump out."Hello" chimed in rhytmic succession , followed by a hug

I know exactly what you mean. I feel that way myself right now. Been trying to reach out to my family for help but it has not gone well at all. This is definitely a great place for support. Lots of great people here. Made some great friends here in a short time. Never give up,keep fighting. There has to be happy times ahead for you and all of us.