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Jan 29, 2014, 11:51 PM
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This past two years of my life has been an unbelievably hard to conceive of. I no longer understand anything. Everything seems so mind-f'ed right now.
Unemployed for the first time: past four months...no hope in sight Antidepressant that helps: past seven months Had a year long affair that brought about my meltdown: ended a little over a year ago Everything feels like a lie and everyone a liar: past 7 months Possibility of also having Lupus: first mentioned 2 1/2 yrs ago; re-mentioned last week. No health insurance: last eight months I am so overwhelmed!! Nothing feels right anymore. What am I doing here on this crazy f'ing planet? I feel so alien, so unlike everyone else. I don't even know why I'm writing this other than to get it out. To possibly find words of wisdom or encouragement. I need to see a med doc, but without a job I can get my mental health and not regular health. I'm so frustrated I can't concentrate on homework. I need a job desperately, but I'm having no luck and I'm losing confidence as to selling myself as a great employee. I'm an okay worker, fairly intelligent, but emotionally sensitive...and possibly Lupus as an answer to these pains I experience. Idk wtf to think anymore. I need reason...I need sanity...where can I find it?
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"Yes yes y’all and it never stops I don’t trust the government, I don’t trust no cops We dip and we dive and we socialize We struggle and we strive just to stay alive." ~Everlast~ |
 Atypical_Disaster, Fuzzybear, hawaii04, shezbut
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Jan 30, 2014, 12:38 AM
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are you a college student? I only ask, because in the states, all college campuses have professional offices that may be of some help. I was un-insured for several years in college, but the medical office helped with a dermatologist (professional that visited regularly) as well as another type of doctor hook-up for me. It really helped me a lot!
Your tuition pays for those services ~ use them! Now is the perfect tine, before you get bogged down with other health or financial concerns. ((((( best wishes )))))
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 Aphrodites_Muse, littlebitlost
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Jan 30, 2014, 12:41 AM
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Yes I'm in community college. When I went to university, they had a lot of med services. I hadn't thought of them as a resource...but it doesn't hurt to ask. I've already tried any other possible angle.
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Jan 30, 2014, 01:38 AM
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Definitely give it a try ~ my local community college is where I picked up a lot of this knowledge!
 ((((hugs ))))) and best wishes to you!
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"Only in the darkness can you see the stars." - Martin Luther King Jr. "Forgive others not because they deserve forgiveness but because you deserve peace." - Author Unkown |
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Jan 30, 2014, 10:35 AM
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 hugs 
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Feb 07, 2014, 02:12 AM
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My search has led me to trying to get into a reduced payment option or medical trial with a medical university in the state. Thanks for all those lending a shoulder to cry on.
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"Yes yes y’all and it never stops I don’t trust the government, I don’t trust no cops We dip and we dive and we socialize We struggle and we strive just to stay alive." ~Everlast~ |
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