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After 5 weeks of being upset with my T, I finally was able to come to terms with everything. So this week I get brave and finally get the courage to verbally ask her for a picture, a letter, and a soft object. Oye! My T, of course, challenges me. She'll give me a version of each of those things, but not exactly what I want. So for an object, she "lends" me her favorite book...
I go home heartbroken. I'm so upset, I send her a very emotional email. I try compromising by writing her some "truths" I've been keeping from her. I feel better after sending the email. And then I see my T's book... I start reading it... S***!!! "Love is not simply giving; it is judicious giving and judicious withholding as well. It is judicious praising and judicious criticizing. It is judicious arguing, struggling, confronting, urging, pushing, and pulling, in addition to comforting." Would I rather have my T's love or an object? Personally, I want both, but her love is more important. Now I regret my email, and feel bad that I didn't trust my T more. She cleverly taught me a huge lesson. And it makes me more proud that I didn't stop seeing her when things were difficult. Lesson for this week: balance is the most important aspect...even if you don't like it at that moment. |
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"Love is not simply giving...in addition to comforting"
Sounds to me like this T may have a good grasp of how to love.... As a T (etc)? Sounds like she genuinely cares about you ![]() She is proving herself to be trustworthy ![]() Proud of you too that you didn't stop seeing her when things were rough. That shows strength ![]() Balance... ![]() ![]()
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Therapy can be a challenge for both the client and therapist. It sounds like you are a good fit for each other, and I'm sure she will understand about the email.
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