BPD is so tiring

There's never any break or relief.
It seeps into every area of your life
I hate it so much
I feel like I live in an awkward and consistent catch 22.

I just need a break.

I wish to be able to know where I start and the disorder ends or whether we are just rolled into one.

So much conflict and so much emotion. I long for a dull moment. Even the emptiness is overwhelmingly intense

I feel you. It overrides everything. I wish for just break, some breaks in this vicious circle of feeling bad and empty and bad and empty and overwhelmed.
I hate it so much, too.
I wish you some prompt relief if only to gather yourself. I wish you the best, hugs.

I'm sorry you're struggling. :/ I often wonder where I begin, it seems my disorder takes up so much of me. It all encompassing. I hope you can get some relief soon. We're here for you!

I wish other people could understand... I know it's hard to see other peoples struggles, but I feel with BPD in particular, the only people who understand are those who have it?

It's lonely.

I agree it's very difficult for anyone else to understand and sometimes other borderlines can't even because we all manifest the personality disorder in so many different ways.
Maybe see if there are any support groups you can join? Feel free to talk to me whenever you need.

Thank you... It's good having somewhere to go where people just know, even if they don't relate or fully understand they have a good idea of what's going on.

I'm waiting on a therapy referral so have little support at the moment. I'm struggling with not having anyone to speak to.