[GenCat]

Everyone. My friends, my family, strangers. No one understands me, I don't even understand myself, I feel like I don't belong, I feel like what I feel is wrong and I need to live by myself the rest of my life.

[JadeAmethyst]

I get it. I can relate. I hope you will feel some relief soon. You're not alone.
Please PM me if you would like to.

Jade

[gma45]

Sometimes I feel that way too. Sorry you are feeling that know one gets ya. We are here for you anytime you want to talk. You are not alone.

[Kimaya]

Yea... that's a crappy feeling. *hugs* When I dream I am so many different people, and they are strangers, some of them are lives I have never lived and don't understand... when I am awake, it's often the same.

But, I will say that as I get older this feeling became less strong. It was especially bad in my 20s. Now I enjoy it a little - trying to camouflage myself with them, even when I don't get it, and sometimes when I do that, I do get it. Stay strong

[notquitesomething]

I completely understand. I've actually decided to live by myself, and it's working out for the better. Don't get me wrong, I still have sexual binges where I go out almost every night for a week or two and find women to sleep with, but with DBT and mindfulness I keep that under control most of the time. I slip up from time to time though.

I have found that I don't get along with people and have found a certain... peacefulness in being alone. It has taken quite a long time to get here, but here I am.