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Old Jul 06, 2014, 05:40 PM
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I feel like a failure. I tried to make the right choices this long ***** weekend but overall I would venture to say that I thought about my T 75% of the weekend. Now the next station is approaching. I've been on this ride before.

The next station is full of self-destructive things. This time I have several road blocks in my way. The first is that I am married so I don't live a alone anymore. When I was alone... Oh boy! The next is that I have a job, though I have gone IP for a week while here. That was several years ago. The third reason is I don't have the money to eff around.

Still it's calling me.
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Old Jul 06, 2014, 05:45 PM
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You can do it, and three days is a long time. Now just go three more.
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Old Jul 07, 2014, 07:16 AM
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Old Jul 07, 2014, 11:24 AM
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How are you doing today? x
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Old Jul 07, 2014, 03:56 PM
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I feel like a failure. I tried to make the right choices this long ***** weekend but overall I would venture to say that I thought about my T 75% of the weekend. Now the next station is approaching. I've been on this ride before.

The next station is full of self-destructive things. This time I have several road blocks in my way. The first is that I am married so I don't live a alone anymore. When I was alone... Oh boy! The next is that I have a job, though I have gone IP for a week while here. That was several years ago. The third reason is I don't have the money to eff around.

Still it's calling me.
i think you did good to only think of your t only 75% of the time this past weekend, when i obsess about anything it's like 120% of the time. also quite fortunate for the road blocks to self destruction..i have found i can be quite self destructive at times..i hope you are feeling better.
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Old Jul 07, 2014, 05:39 PM
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Hey y'all. It's only been 3 days Thanks for all the lovely comments. Today was totally better because I went to work and was busy enough to stay in the present. Also I had the anxiety med that my T prescribed last week. I am only taking half and as needed, which means really needed for me. I also had a couple nice and honest chats with a couple friends.

I hope your day was just as nice.
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Old Jul 07, 2014, 05:59 PM
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What a difference a day can make. Your whole tone is refreshed. Do you think a healthy weekend activity could help?
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Old Jul 07, 2014, 07:17 PM
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Yeah totally what I was thinking today. When I was in this place before, but worse says my T, I took an adult ed class for fun and that was great. I just need to find out if there's anything I can do on a the weekend.
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