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Old Jul 30, 2014, 12:21 AM
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Here's a thread for sharing songs, lyrics, poems, and general things like that. Be sure to list the title and author so that people can look into them and maybe find new things they like. I suppose I should warn in advance that to dome, certain phrases, word, or images can be triggers. But I'm surety all know that.

Also, feel free to talk.

Assemblage 23 - Sometimes I Wish I Was Dead

Love is supposed to set you free
Well look at what it's done to me
Don't want to talk I'm too depressed
So just give your act a little rest
She loves me she loves me not
Put it together and what have you got?
Miserable nights full of confusion
Guess I'll grow used to being disillusioned

If this is the best time in my life
Then I hate to see what's ahead
Everything is out of place
Sometimes I wish I was dead

All i wanted was your affection
But instead you put up your protection
What the hell is wrong with you?
Can't you see what you're putting me
through?
Stop trying to act naive
You know exactly what I mean
You know that I'd die for you
And I probably will before we're through

If this is the best time in my life
Then I hate to see what's ahead
Everything is out of place
Sometimes I wish I was dead

Heaven knows I've tried my best
To relieve the weight crushing my chest
I know you'll never change your ways
I guess that's just the price I pay

If this is the best time in my life
Then I hate to see what's ahead
Everything is out of place
Sometimes I wish I was dead

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Old Jul 30, 2014, 10:51 AM
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Rikkmaery, Thanks for sharing!
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Old Jul 31, 2014, 12:18 AM
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No problem, I have to listen to music at least 4 hours a day to keep myself from breaking down.

Been getting less stable lately.
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Old Jul 31, 2014, 10:19 AM
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Rikk, Would it be possible to go to therapy to learn different skills to help you manage BPD?
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Old Aug 01, 2014, 01:18 AM
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At the moment, no. For now I am stuck with myself, I did have an extremely close friend that I could confide in. But I fell in love with her and it all went badly. I am still trying to rebuild the friendship while working hard to avoid a minefield of depression causing triggers.
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Old Aug 01, 2014, 04:31 AM
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That poem is touching. I write poems and can only write sad ones. I can't write happy
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Old Aug 02, 2014, 11:14 AM
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A blank look,
A cold stare,
No makeup
Messy hair

In a zone
A dreamy trance
Depression, anxiety
In equal parts

An old memory
Someone reminds me
A brief remembrance
Of who i used to be

Sleeping when i can
A pure lack of energy
A complete inability
To talk to anyone socially

People expect too much
They expect what i cant provide
I feel like i'm a drowning
In the sea that is my life

When will it stop
When will the blackness cease?
Is this me for ever
Or can i fight this beast?

By me
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