Last night

I don't know if this is worth posting here, but I feel like I need to share.

Last night was quite possibly one of the worst nights of my life. The dog that I've had since I was a child died last night. He was fine during the day: I took him to my best friends' graduation party which was at a park, and he was so excited to see all the new people and to run around outside.

I was incredibly distraught, and I called up those same friends, who came over to my house immediately. I was held in the arms of the boy who I think I'm in love with for a good hour or so. He would have spent the night if he didn't have work the next morning.

I woke up a few hours ago, and I feel incredibly melancholy, but hopeful. Today I vowed that I would stop self-injuring and start putting my negative energy towards something healthy.

I'm feeling sad and weak but everything is okay. I am okay. Life is okay.

Oh that is awful. I am so sorry you lost your dog.

It's great you have supportive friends that came round to see you and I am glad you are feeling okay, after all that i think okay isn't such a bad thing.

Hope you find a way through and stay okay!

Thank you

it's like losing a family member xxx sorry for ur loss. X I hear you, I dealt with my dogs death few months ago and it still hurts now xxx

He was such a friendly dog too. Always greeted new people with a wagging tail. They really do become a part of the family.

I'm so sorry to hear about your dog Big hugs.

Time will heal your wounds. Stay strong, my dear.

Thank you.

Hey, just checking in. How're you doing ?

I'm doing better than I thought I would. I haven't left the house in a while, but I've been taking care of myself. Thanks for checking in, it means a lot

Glad to hear that ! Taking care of yourself is important

I'm sorry to hear about your loss. I've known a couple of dogs that really meant a lot to me, and I miss them.

Thank you. He was an amazing dog, but I know that he's in a better place.

Thats really a hard thing to go through, especially the first time.... for some the death of a companion never gets easier, but it is something that you can grow from. Please be safe!

Thank you.

Yeah mine was the same. I have more time for my doggies than I ever do humans tbh xxx what breed was he p

He was an English setter.

Many hugs xxxx