[Serra27]

I'm tired. Tired due to children. Tired due to my relationship. Tired due to my emotions. Tired due to daily life. Life seems so easy for some people. I find every little task, esp with children, difficult to complete. I am completely sleep deprived, due to work also, and when given the chance to sleep, like now, I cannot, or maybe just want to find someone, on here possibly, that relates. My emotions change through out the day, dramatically. My relationships have always been difficult, chaotic, tiresome. I have had 3 children with 3 different men. I am an egg; ready to crack at any moment, and do often, if that makes any sense. No one has ever understood me, my entire life. OCD, self injury, and what now I can only relate to the most, BPD and minor bi-polar. I feel like a freak. I hope and pray my children have life easier. I know others have it worse; but life is just hard for me. Anyone feel this way? Or am I alone?

ur not alone. working several hours and troubled relationships have made me crack up. and finally i have therapy coming up! its bad enough doctors dont take ya seriosuly isnt it?! xxxx

[Verity81]

No your not alone, work, step kids, marriage, studying, housework, my emotions all tire me out! I realised this week that I really need to take care of myself more. Get more sleep, exercise and down time.

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[moodycow]

i too am tired of the up hill battle and identify with what you said,

[LOSTnowFOUND]

Ha sounds like me 24/7......just posted asking if anyone else felt exhausted all the freaking time. Then scrolling found this post and you summed up how I feel all the time.

I am especially tired for days after a session. Had one Thursday, got my diagnosis of BPD and I guess from all the thinking and analyzing it's making me more tired.

Just feeling blah.

[jean17]

Originally Posted by Serra27

I'm tired. Tired due to children. Tired due to my relationship. Tired due to my emotions. Tired due to daily life. Life seems so easy for some people. I find every little task, esp with children, difficult to complete. I am completely sleep deprived, due to work also, and when given the chance to sleep, like now, I cannot, or maybe just want to find someone, on here possibly, that relates. My emotions change through out the day, dramatically. My relationships have always been difficult, chaotic, tiresome. I have had 3 children with 3 different men. I am an egg; ready to crack at any moment, and do often, if that makes any sense. No one has ever understood me, my entire life. OCD, self injury, and what now I can only relate to the most, BPD and minor bi-polar. I feel like a freak. I hope and pray my children have life easier. I know others have it worse; but life is just hard for me. Anyone feel this way? Or am I alone?

Dear Tired, thanks for sharing with us. When I read what folks like us share I feel so bad for us. Life is made so difficult. I think you are doing marvelously well what with working & 3 children. Do you have a diagnosis? Can you get help? "No one has ever understood me" - that is so very, deeply hurtful. I do hope that you can get the help that you deserve.

[Pierro]

Hello Serra, it is an uphill battle for some of us that's for sure. I also have 3 children and I know how demanding they can be. I just want to give you a big and say you are not alone and I am sure you are a great mum. Try and take some time out for yourself, if it's only a bubble bath. It's a start.
Best wishes