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Old Sep 03, 2014, 04:03 PM
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Even after 12 months of therapy it's back and in full swing

Please I can't cope with it.
I've been so so good.
I can't stand the empty daggers in my chest.

I can't even talk to anyone now because of my pill popping.
They will think I'll do it again and I won't.
I'm so scared
I want I
BPD to go away forever and never return.
I'm pathetic I have more then most. My own business and I'm unhappy and hurting!!
I hate me
I hate me I'm so selfish

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Old Sep 03, 2014, 04:08 PM
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I am sorry that you are feeling this way atm. Please try and remember that this rush of emotion is only temporary.

BPD is horrible and everything can feel very desperate and out of control at times, but you sounded like you were doing very well for a while ? x
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Old Sep 03, 2014, 04:19 PM
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Old Sep 03, 2014, 11:52 PM
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Grey clouds take a deep breath and count to 10 with deep breathes in between. Try to remember the ways you were coping that allowed you to break free of the hurt inside of you. You did this once you can do it again!! I believe in you!!!
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