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#1
Nov 15, 2014, 06:19 PM
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Hi all I was just wondering what is the most difficult subject to discuss with your T? Personally, the most difficult subject to discuss with my T is Sex or rather anything; and I mean anything about sex!!! I was severely sexually abused as a child and have had other events that were sexually abusive! So to even think about it I wanna RUN TO THE NEAREST EXIST!!! Even certain movements a person may do not necessarily sexually I see as a sexual flirtation which makes my skin crawl! I don't know how to express it but BPD people have a different way of seeing or experiencing visual things. Another thing is that my T is a male and it hard to express this in his presence. I also don't like to have him see me cry...he knows this is extremely hard for me so he often looks out the window. Be the EMDR process he has to look into my eyes to see how I processing things, he knows when I begin to "disassociate" by seeing my eyes. So I was just curious if anyone else had struggles discussing stuff in therapy. 
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#2
Nov 15, 2014, 06:44 PM
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My CSA & anything associated with sex or touch. I feel like a freak anyway, so it makes me far more aware how odd I really am when he broaches any of these areas.
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#3
Nov 15, 2014, 06:47 PM
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Transference
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#4
Nov 15, 2014, 10:24 PM
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I would agree that transference is the hardest thing that we discuss.
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#5
Nov 15, 2014, 10:27 PM
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Childhood experiences. Yeah I hate that.
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#6
Nov 16, 2014, 07:44 AM
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Anything vaguely emotional. But then he is a heartless ******* so go figure.
I have no problem discussing a variety of things with any health professional but if they're crap then yeah, it makes it a lot harder. |
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#7
Dec 04, 2014, 08:54 AM
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Transference and anything that has to do with my mother
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#8
Dec 04, 2014, 12:18 PM
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Yeah sex is a difficult one and dealing with anxiety.
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#9
Dec 04, 2014, 10:08 PM
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My attachment to him. We discuss it, it's just really painful.
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#10
Dec 05, 2014, 12:26 AM
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Emotions in general.
I can talk about most things in my past without applying emotion to them. She says I need to start experiencing them instead of shutting them down. I say they are the enemy. We have something of a stalemate right now lol |
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#11
Dec 05, 2014, 04:10 AM
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The end of our therapeutic alliance.
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#12
Dec 05, 2014, 04:35 AM
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My past, my father and self harm.. he thinks I should learn to talk about this things without crying and/or blacking out.. this is what we are kinda trying to work this days.. but d*#n is really hard..
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#13
Dec 06, 2014, 03:58 AM
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Sex, definitely.
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#14
Dec 06, 2014, 05:17 AM
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My T said once I displ symtoms of childhood abuse.
I was just like ... Huh? |
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Dec 08, 2014, 12:09 AM
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I thought some more about this and I wanna change my answer lol
It's my self worth/blame/esteem issues. I've come to realize that I can't deal with the idea of the things that have happened to me not being my fault. Because if it's not my fault then there is no reason for all the bad things. I need there to be a reason. I don't know why but I hate the idea of there not being one. |
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#16
Dec 08, 2014, 11:43 AM
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I don't really find any topics that difficult to discuss. I'm very open with my therapist. The only time I ever found it hard to talk was when I was severely depressed. I couldn't tell her how bad I felt because of overwhelming guilt and the fear she would put me in the hospital.
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#17
Dec 08, 2014, 03:27 PM
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Dec 09, 2014, 08:24 AM
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why he hurt me so much and was so callous to me
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Dec 09, 2014, 10:38 PM
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I don't have a therapist or any other doctor like that as I would be afraid they would force me into a hospital. I am deathly afraid of psych wards. I also have no support from family or my one friend.
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Dec 10, 2014, 09:57 AM
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