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Old Jun 09, 2015, 09:06 PM
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Am I truly happy?

What's going on with me?

I don't think I'm happy at all

What is going on with me?
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Old Jun 09, 2015, 09:51 PM
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I can not undo the emotional damage that I have done to some people

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Old Jun 09, 2015, 09:53 PM
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I know what you mean - I'm not happy at all either. I just feel, well, empty. Sometimes I feel something, but it's always extreme depression or unhappiness. Otherwise, it's just empty. I don't think that it will be like this forever, for you. But I do think that over time, things will get better, and I *hope* that you and I both will find true happiness.
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Old Jun 09, 2015, 11:04 PM
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Yeah I've got that empty feeling again too .... ughhhhh ..... it had been gone for so long ..... it's back
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Old Jun 09, 2015, 11:27 PM
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Old Jun 09, 2015, 11:28 PM
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It's always hardest when that sinking feeling comes back after it's been gone for awhile. After I've had a couple of good days and I can feel the fog rolling in again.
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Old Jun 09, 2015, 11:37 PM
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I really don't like myself right now annoyedgrunt I really don't

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Old Jun 10, 2015, 04:43 AM
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When I pause too long the unhappy me gains momentum.... Wide leather cuffs with pretty designs and stones. Self indulge or purify!

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Old Jun 10, 2015, 05:14 AM
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The unhappy me is in full force Kimaya

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Old Jun 10, 2015, 06:49 AM
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Old Jun 10, 2015, 06:50 AM
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Old Jun 10, 2015, 06:55 AM
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Old Jun 10, 2015, 10:12 AM
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The unhappy me is in full force Kimaya
Ah... Well. So it is. Save them for later.
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Old Jun 10, 2015, 04:07 PM
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If I knew what to say to some people, I would say it. But I don't know the right words to say.

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Old Jun 10, 2015, 04:49 PM
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Hi Hooligan,
Sometimes there are no "right" words and sometimes everything comes at you all at once..........so just try to tell it as it is, as much as you can, doesn't matter how you tell it, sometimes the more you say the more things piece together
And the not knowing who you are, understanding yourself..........well little clue here .......what/who you are underneath all those feelings is awesome
Sure, I know, things.....feelings are dragging you down right now, but maybe either try to deal with them one by one or if there's something lying under all of that/holding you down........and give yourself time.........I know the "just wanting things to be better" or just a little better even, but bit by bit...............
And we're here to help because we know you're awesome regardless!!
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Old Jun 10, 2015, 06:07 PM
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I don't want today.

I want tomorrow.

I really don't want today.

I really want tomorrow.
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Old Jun 10, 2015, 06:08 PM
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Please can today be finished already.
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Old Jun 10, 2015, 06:09 PM
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Part of life.

We get hurt I guess.

I'm going to dust it off and move on.

Best strategy moving forward.

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Old Jun 10, 2015, 09:30 PM
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- We all make mistakes -

We need to learn to forgive ourselves.

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(even who wants to be a Millionaire Question didn't get it right )
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Old Jun 10, 2015, 11:34 PM
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My heart is breaking.

I miss my friends

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Old Jun 11, 2015, 12:03 AM
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I thought I could help people .....

Well ......

At least I can fix myself

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Old Jun 11, 2015, 04:42 AM
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Hi Hooligan,

You can and you do help people
I've seen you help plenty of people on here, at the very least
And you're exactly right here:

" - We all make mistakes -

We need to learn to forgive ourselves.

So wishing you a better tomorrow with support if you need it- if it isn't already a better tomorrow.



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Old Jun 11, 2015, 05:00 AM
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Thank you for your positive words Frankblt

Ughhh I hate having self doubt moments ....

I wish I didn't have them ....

So positive reinforcement is cool from you I appreciate the kind words!
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Old Jun 11, 2015, 08:37 PM
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I feel like I'm literally going to shatter into pieces today not being able to speak to my friends. I'm literally breaking. I'm dying on the inside.

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