Why do I not care?

I keep asking why i just don't care...I believe its because I hot really happy then flipped to really unhappy. Then again the situation right now isn't great. I don't know what the status of a relationship is and its bugging me. I almost don't want to sleep. But I need sleep. Why am I this way?

Sometimes I do this as a means of emotional numbing puzzclar, like when it just gets too much I simply block it out. It stops me from being overwhealmed.

However, having said all of that, it does come back to bite me in the bum because I can't escape reality.

So when I'm feeling "numb" I have to sit back and ask myself why I feel this way and address the cause of this feeling.

I hope for you, that you are able to find a sense of comfort soon

You matter to us.

What don't you care about?

Life in general. Then someone comes along to test my strength and I get very why should I care type of attitude.

Seems to me that you care a lot. why would anything bother you with the state of a relationship if you didn't care?

Good point. I guess I'm just down today and I don't like it

yes I understand that place. been there many times. part of why I've sought to understand what I'm thinking and feeling at most times of the day. More like maybe you're overwhelmed with many things and kind of shutting down or wanting to? that would be understandable.

I don't care much for my life in general either right now.

I should have known better.... but things happened like that for a reason. I went in patient because I just couldn't deal with a breakup. Now I'm doing better but a little anxious being home alone.

Anxious is okay, you have been through a lot

I'm glad you're home.

My wish for you is that you are able to find a sense of peace and comfort within you during this trying time