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Apr 19, 2017, 03:07 PM
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I am not coping with things so well at the moment want to self injure...if i say this to my husband he will ask why i feel this way and i cant my sister is here and she has her own **** to deal with plus i dont want to upset my sister my husband is busy playing games and he is so tired he didnt get much sleep last night he cant just go to bed when he wants and am awake at the moment av taken my night meds id call the crisis team but again i dont want my sister to hear me on the phone and get up set she is here until friday
my husband deal with so much **** from me he'd be better off with out me here sometimes i feel i should go somewhere and sleep rough so he can have a better life with someone better than me he needs someone to look after him for a while want to self injured on vital areas of my body it would cause injury or death ...i should be dead am worth nothing at all ...am **** on some ones shoe
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Apr 19, 2017, 04:44 PM
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Apr 19, 2017, 05:58 PM
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 Gentle hugs sent your way. 
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Apr 19, 2017, 06:33 PM
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can you not make an excuse to go outdoors an call crisis line?
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Apr 19, 2017, 10:55 PM
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i just went to bed my husband and sister are sleeping its nearly 5 am
i cant sleep anymore if i use the phone and call the crisis line they will tell me to go back to bed ...i want to hurt myself badly ...my husband just went to bed a few hours ago he needs his sleep ...i am just being selfish...i need to grow the **** up and deal with my **** instead of hurting myself i should be trying to help myself am ****ing pathetic...****ing waste of space
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Apr 20, 2017, 01:58 AM
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I'm really sorry you are suffering
You don't have to deal with it alone, it's okay to need help. And you deserve all the help you can get.
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Apr 20, 2017, 04:06 AM
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feeling better now looked at anime stuff keeping me distracted got to go out soon and get shopping ... needing a little bit
going out to group later on tomorrow i have a walking group then an LGBT group Saturday am seeing my niece and Sunday i have church i just have to try and keep busy at night watch anime will help  my husband and sister are up they got a rude awaking by the gas guy we forgot he was coming but we got it shorted out ...thank you all for replying and supporting me 
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Apr 20, 2017, 09:57 AM
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**** knows what is wrong with me am up and down like a ****ing yoyo
...been told to get off mental health forums for a while by my husband he say i need to think of other things apart from mental health but if i go on anything else he tells me am becoming obsessed about the thing am looking at cant ****ing win at all
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#9
Apr 21, 2017, 11:28 AM
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What does your husband want you to do??
He knows about your illness, what does he expect will get you through this rough patch? Perhaps you can try going over what your options are with your husband. That way, you both can hopefully come to reasonable and helpful options for you. Gentle hugs to you!
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