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#26
Jul 06, 2013, 03:02 PM
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 I will tell you just what I should tell myself but never do:Please, don't give up. I know it sucks, I know your life's hell, I know you feel trapped and frustrated, but there IS life beyond this. You are not a different person when you put on a kilo or 5. Your beauty, inner and outer, is still there. And it still shines, despite all the tortures you put yourself into. You're still the same woman, you still carry all your good qualities with you, even on the days you spend binging and purging and feel like a complete loser. Well, the thing is that: You are NOT a loser. You are a strong person dealing with extremely tough emotions most people would have never managed to cope with sanely. B/p cycles are your way out. A root of escape... You can find another root! Your body already found one. It's your brain's turn now. You can do it. Just...please, please don't give up...
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#27
Jul 11, 2013, 08:03 PM
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If I make through to Sunday I would have made it 7days. I am not going to make it through tonight unfortunately. Very triggered.
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| Daisycake44, pegasus, SkinnySoul
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#28
Jul 12, 2013, 04:24 PM
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But don't sell yourself short, you are trying. Yeah, ok sometimes you fail and you find you need a release but give yourself some credit for what you have achieved.
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 Pegasus Got a quick question related to mental health or a treatment? Ask it here General Q&A Forum “Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by it's ability to climb a tree, it will live it's whole life believing that it is stupid.” - Albert Einstein |
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#29
Jul 13, 2013, 03:25 PM
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Same cycle. Made it 6 days. Just lost my cookies....literally. I suppose the 3 Mojitos prior with 2 shots of rum each had something to do with it. Plus I ave not Ben feeling well emotionally and did not go to a cook out I was invited to.
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#30
Jul 13, 2013, 03:36 PM
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Oh Dear I just desperate dialed T#1 after I purged because I am feeling horrible about myself. Thank goodness he did not answer. I can't over step my boundaries with T#2 so I knew I could not call him.
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#31
Jul 14, 2013, 08:41 AM
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How are you today?
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Pegasus Got a quick question related to mental health or a treatment? Ask it here General Q&A Forum “Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by it's ability to climb a tree, it will live it's whole life believing that it is stupid.” - Albert Einstein |
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#32
Jul 14, 2013, 08:55 AM
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Thanks for asking. I am slightly hungover(I did take an ambien last night so I could sleep) feeling fat, ugly, worthless. You know...the usual suspects. Now I am restricting and I exercised for an hour. I am trying to get the committee in my head to shut up so perhaps I can have a peaceful day.
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| Daisycake44, pegasus
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#33
Jul 24, 2013, 10:45 PM
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It has been 0 days since I B/P
*throws chair* I'm so hopeless before that 2 days |
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#34
Jul 27, 2013, 04:40 PM
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This is the worst 3 days ever. My husband went away for a few days. My therapist invited attachment and then slammed the door in my face( I think he realized he went over board with being to involved in my care). So now every feeling of being abandoned, intrinsically broken, wanting to not be human, has flooded me. I have had 4 episodes of binging/purging. It helps for a few hours and then I feel worse about myself. I am already preparing for the next episode. I even bought food that will keep things in control and simple. If only T would just send a message asking how I am doing like he use to.
I failed him some how and he put me on the back burner. He had high hopes and I did not. He overwhelmed me with his hopes for me and it made me feel worse about myself.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
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#35
Jul 29, 2013, 09:07 PM
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Saw my T today, my husband is home and I do not feel so alone. It was disturbing when my T, after 5 months, could not remember if I purge. He just thought I was a binge eater. That disturbed me.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
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#36
Aug 19, 2013, 06:24 AM
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It has been 3 days!
 It might not seem like a big deal, but for me it's HUGE, given that lately I have been binging and purging multiple times a day. 
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#37
Aug 19, 2013, 12:20 PM
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
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#38
Aug 20, 2013, 07:28 AM
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I messed up today. Zero days... I'm dealing with a lot of **** right now.I'm starting over... Wow, 6 days! You're doing good. Good luck with your efforts.
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#39
Aug 29, 2013, 04:05 AM
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I just realized if I make it through today it would finally be a full week.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
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#40
Aug 29, 2013, 03:55 PM
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It's been about 140 days since I've purged. Feels much longer than that, and at the same time I am so grateful. Just keep going, everyone. Just keep going.
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#41
Aug 30, 2013, 10:36 AM
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I made it 7 days
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
| Aloneandafraid, precious things, spondiferous
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#42
Sep 04, 2013, 04:31 PM
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that's awesome! It's been four days...how are you doing today? I continue to be behavior-free. It's just all the other stuff that's hard.
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#43
Oct 30, 2013, 10:38 AM
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18 Days and no sign of it at all...............very confused.............where did it go?
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
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#44
Nov 07, 2013, 03:31 PM
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This Sunday will make 4 weeks since I have binged/purged. Does this mean I am no longer considered eating disorder and do not fit the criteria's according to the insurance company? So they will most likely cut me off from therapy.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
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#45
Dec 29, 2013, 04:47 PM
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0 days
purged the only meal I attempted today
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#46
Jan 01, 2014, 09:57 AM
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I want to try to stop taking laxatives every day. But so far I can't. I will try to make today the first day. I haven't been here for a while and have missed the support.
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#47
Jan 01, 2014, 11:00 AM
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1 day. Am really glad I didn't binge or purge today
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#48
Jan 01, 2014, 11:58 PM
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0. Binged on dinner and binged more after dinner and then purged not too long after that earlier this evening. Happy new year I guess.
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#49
Jan 02, 2014, 10:10 AM
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0. Binged n purged thrice after breakfast, lunch n dinner.
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#50
Jan 02, 2014, 02:49 PM
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0. I can't stop.
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