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Old Jun 20, 2013, 07:34 PM
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It has been 4 days since I purged.
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Old Jun 21, 2013, 03:12 PM
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It has be 5 days since I purged.
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Old Jun 22, 2013, 08:01 AM
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It has been 6 days
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Old Jun 22, 2013, 12:40 PM
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It has been 0 days. Ruined everything. I am so weak!
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Old Jun 22, 2013, 12:44 PM
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I'm sorry I didn't see this sooner! Hugs ((((( Moodswing )))))
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Old Jun 22, 2013, 01:54 PM
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Not weak Moodswing. Just learning. Did you learn to walk all at once without falling down? You made it 6 days without purging. Congrats!! Try it again. Maybe you'll get to 7. Maybe you won't. But you'll try again and again, and you WILL get there.
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Old Jun 22, 2013, 02:07 PM
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Sorry to hear that, Moodswing.
Bubsmiley is right, you are not weak- you made it to 6 days, that's great! Just jump back on that wagon and take it a day at a time.
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Old Jun 22, 2013, 02:46 PM
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I am constantly jumping back on the wagon. It ruins my metabolism, ruins my nutrition, ruins my performance and I am in a competition tomorrow. I am going to be surrounded by ripped,leaned athletes and then there is me who can never lean out because I eat lots of food and throw it up. But I am so euphoric when I do it. I can not handle a weeks worth of ...well...life without it. Well I guess it is better than having to hide the burn marks.
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Old Jun 23, 2013, 05:29 PM
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It has been 1 day since I binged/purged.
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Old Jun 24, 2013, 07:46 PM
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It has been 2 days since I B/P.
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Old Jun 25, 2013, 07:26 AM
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Well done
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Old Jun 26, 2013, 04:07 AM
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It has been 5 days sinc I B/P thanks to a thunderstorm, loss of power and ambien.
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Old Jun 26, 2013, 09:03 AM
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Hey, Moodswing
Just wanted to say that you are doing great! Keep it up, recovery starts with baby steps, don't ever get discouraged!

You must be really strong! I haven't had a purge-free day for months. Although today I REALLY really tried. It's such a shame, I was doing so well until lunch...

I am so worried about my hair falling off when I shower... I really need to stop purging before hairloss becomes visible to others. I love my hair, I don't want to lose it.

Sorry I got carried away from my own issues, I am just so depressed right now...
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Old Jun 26, 2013, 08:47 PM
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It has been 0 days since I B/P.
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Old Jun 27, 2013, 05:36 PM
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Congratulations. Not on the amount of days or lack thereof, but on the perseverance. I think you're amazing.
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Old Jun 27, 2013, 07:24 PM
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It has been 1 day since I B/P.
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Old Jun 28, 2013, 09:27 PM
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It has been 2 days since I B/P.
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Old Jun 29, 2013, 08:27 PM
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It has been 3 days since I B/P.
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Old Jun 30, 2013, 04:33 AM
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Old Jun 30, 2013, 07:06 PM
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It has been 4 days since I B/P.
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Old Jul 02, 2013, 03:00 PM
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It had been 5 days but I feel like walking away from life.
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Old Jul 03, 2013, 02:17 PM
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Hey Moodswing, thinking of you. Well done for being so strong.
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Old Jul 04, 2013, 11:59 AM
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It has been 6 days since I B/P. I will be drinking homemade Mojitos later. Bulimia and alcohol do not mix but cold minty Mojitos in the hot sun are so good
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Old Jul 04, 2013, 08:36 PM
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I give up. One of these days I will make it to 7 days. I suppose once a week is better than everyday.
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Old Jul 06, 2013, 10:56 AM
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Today is not going to be a good day. I can feel it. I am down on myself...how I look, my weight, my lack of confidence and faith. It is the same F'n story over and over. I just can not break the chains that bind me. I am back to wishing I die in my sleep.
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