[Sadie15]

I have struggled with Bulimia since I was 14 years old and now am 22. It actually got to the point that I almost died so I was sent to Center for Change a few years ago. I have had my ups and downs with it, but the past two weeks I have struggled tremendously. I take laxatives daily, eat about one meal a day and when I do I purge it.. I just feel so sick all the time and weak.. I want help from a Dietician and am looking into services but I can't afford one because my Medicaid doesnt cover it and I cant afford 45 dollar sessions weekly or even every other week right now in fact. I dont know what Im going to do.. I am spiraling down again with the thoughts and over exercising.. I am just worried i am going to continue on again to the point where I will end up 6 feet under.. How do any of you combat your ed thoughts/urges?

[waggiedog]

Well Sadie, in answer to you question of how do we avoid giving into our disorder. ~~. Sometimes I can avoid binging or purging by going out with my doggie for a long walk, but other times I just can't avoid destructive behaviour. I'm 56 and have been suffering from various ED's these past 32 years. I've had numerous T's which diddnt make much difference, tho it was good to be in group therapy which was much better. Take care and stay safe. Xxx

[waggiedog]

[COLOR="rgb(255, 0, 255)"]P.S. I forgot to say control my weight by laxative abuse and fat binding/carb binding meds. I also revert to bulimic tendencies. Xxx[/COLOR]