what did you do today for your inner child?

ate some choccy (chocolate)

my chocolate advent calendar arived in the mail.

so I spent a good while looking at it

and all the yummy chocolate inside

I want to open it now, but I'm a good girl.. I'll wait until december

I made cupcakes

nothing today, yet, but I'm going to watch peppa pig over dinner

during dinner I found some elf ears and wore them on my head

that was fun

then I took them off and gave them a shake

sounded like christmas bells

nothing comes to mind lately.

I've been focussing on bad emotions too much..

today I played with the bouncy ball for a while..

I ate a "nana" (banana)

had a mcdonalds

sadly large nuggets don't come with toys (I wish they did, or you could request them), but the nuggets were good enough this time

listened to sounds of birdies today over breakfast

I drank from my water bottle and made a slurpy sound while drinking it

yum

I watched some more peppa pig yesterday

I must have seen all the episodes like hundreds of time, but I still really like it

I had blocked out feelings of myself as a child, as though I started a new life after 12 y/o. I reconnected with her after all the reminiscing and evaluation of that childhood on here. Now I visualize myself then and hate what I see that little girl became.

I was cute, with a bubbly personality and so talented in performing arts. Now I am broken and feel so done.

I opened my chocolate advent calendar.

and got a chocolate square

coloring christmas pictures

then putting them up on my wall

I called santa barbins bitbins which is what I always called him as a child

I opened my advent calendar and ate the chocolate inside

I apologize to my inner child for all the abuse I went through that I didn't deserve.

had another chocolate from my calendar today. yum

She opened an early present from Santa today

ooo what did she get?

I watched the christmas special of old jacks boat.

love that show

I did some coloring this evening

lion king characters

I opened my advent calendar.

and the chocolate melted in my hand. yuck

a while ago I posted that I called santa barbins bitbins as a child

well: I heard someone else call him it on a radio jingle today!. so cool!

and: I listened to a story about a snowman on my alexa