[avoice]

Hi My name is avoice. I suffer with back pain everyday. Nowbody understands unless they have actually been there. I'm talking secious acute pain mine feels like a monster evil. I just want to be able to management it to my right level and move on I know it will always be there because of what I did to myself. Oh I carry that guilt over my shoulder every day there's no macking peace with this. Jumping out of the truck was so stupid I will never forgive myself.

[shezbut]

((avoice))

I'm sorry that you're suffering such intense back pain ~ the effect of jumping out of a moving vehicle.

As the wise people say, "The sooner you forgive yourself (for whatever you feel you did wrong), the sooner your suffering will ease." Psychological pain most certainly adds to physical misery. I'm not saying that your pain is all psychological. But, you can lessen your pain.

Are you working with a T? Have you had physical therapy, to re-build strength? What part of your back has been damaged, and to what extent? Were nerve fibers cut or entirely blocked by swelling?

I have had extensive swelling in L-5 and L-4. Doctors did consider surgery for me, because it took a lot of time for my pain level to get under control. I was against surgery on my back, and worked hard in physical therapy to regain my strength. I also became more accepting of the pain, because I was so against surgery for me.

That's my personal experience.

[avoice]

it's my upper back, I had a bone put in my neck the from a bone bank. no t here need one through. I filed with garbage.

[Crew]

avoice I am so sorry your in pain and no one can know what one has went through for I to have EXTREME Pain... I have a fusion L-5 and I have central Nerve Damage with Nerve pain and my pain list goes on and on and on.

Know that people here are in support of you and vice versa. As far as stupid things, hon, we've all done tons of stupid things in our lives and I am sorry you got hurt when you jumped from that truck, who am I to point the finger at you when I havn't walked a step in your shoes.

Private Message me if you need to chat... please know people care around here...!

take care and hope to see you around....

Crew