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Old Nov 05, 2016, 06:23 AM
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What it means to lose your systems of meaning ...

1. You don't trust anyone or anything - including yourself.

2. You don't believe in anyone or anything - including yourself.

3. Hope & Faith are something that got lost and/or tossed along the way ...

You want these things, but the brutality of all the previous betrayals by your abusers have you hiding like a whipped puppy underneath the porch ...

You want to come out and play ...

To experience what it is like to be touched, held and loved in a nurturing way ...

But, you're just to damned scared to allow yourself the risk of another betrayal by another human being at the expense of your mind, body and soul.

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Old Nov 05, 2016, 04:29 PM
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Old Nov 05, 2016, 09:32 PM
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What it means to lose your systems of meaning ...

1. You don't trust anyone or anything - including yourself.

2. You don't believe in anyone or anything - including yourself.

3. Hope & Faith are something that got lost and/or tossed along the way ...

You want these things, but the brutality of all the previous betrayals by your abusers have you hiding like a whipped puppy underneath the porch ...

You want to come out and play ...

To experience what it is like to be touched, held and loved in a nurturing way ...

But, you're just to damned scared to allow yourself the risk of another betrayal by another human being at the expense of your mind, body and soul.

It would be so amazing to have something of my happier life back. Just when I think it's safe to go back into the waters the undertow pulls my feet right out from under me.
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Old Nov 05, 2016, 10:53 PM
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Thanks for sharing. For me, I have lost all faith in my family so I am processing that. I'll be OK.
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